CXIV.
I have not loved the world, nor
the world me, —
But let us part fair foes; I do
believe,
Though I have found them not, that
there may be
Words which are things,—hopes
which will not deceive,
And virtues which are merciful,
nor weave
Snares for the falling: I
would also deem
O’er others’ griefs
that some sincerely grieve;
That two, or one, are almost what
they seem, —
That goodness is no name, and happiness no dream.
CXV.
My daughter! with thy name this
song begun —
My daughter! with thy name this
much shall end —
I see thee not, I hear thee not,—but
none
Can be so wrapt in thee; thou art
the friend
To whom the shadows of far years
extend:
Albeit my brow thou never shouldst
behold,
My voice shall with thy future visions
blend,
And reach into thy heart, when mine
is cold, —
A token and a tone, even from thy father’s mould.
CXVI.
To aid thy mind’s development,—to
watch
Thy dawn of little joys,—to
sit and see
Almost thy very growth,—to
view thee catch
Knowledge of objects, wonders yet
to thee!
To hold thee lightly on a gentle
knee,
And print on thy soft cheek a parent’s
kiss, —
This, it should seem, was not reserved
for me
Yet this was in my nature:
—As it is,
I know not what is there, yet something like to this.
CXVII.
Yet, though dull Hate as duty should
be taught,
I know that thou wilt love me; though
my name
Should be shut from thee, as a spell
still fraught
With desolation, and a broken claim:
Though the grave closed between
us,—’twere the same,
I know that thou wilt love me:
though to drain
my blood from out thy being were
an aim,
And an attainment,—all
would be in vain, —
Still thou wouldst love me, still that more than life
retain.
CXVIII.
The child of love,—though
born in bitterness,
And nurtured in convulsion.
Of thy sire
These were the elements, and thine
no less.
As yet such are around thee; but
thy fire
Shall be more tempered, and thy
hope far higher.
Sweet be thy cradled slumbers!
O’er the sea,
And from the mountains where I now
respire,
Fain would I waft such blessing
upon thee,
As, with a sigh, I deem thou mightst have been to
me!
CANTO THE FOURTH.