CVIII.
Yet, peace be with their ashes,—for
by them,
If merited, the penalty is paid;
It is not ours to judge, far less
condemn;
The hour must come when such things
shall be made
Known unto all,—or hope
and dread allayed
By slumber on one pillow, in the
dust,
Which, thus much we are sure, must
lie decayed;
And when it shall revive, as is
our trust,
’Twill be to be forgiven, or suffer what is
just.
CIX.
But let me quit man’s works,
again to read
His Maker’s spread around
me, and suspend
This page, which from my reveries
I feed,
Until it seems prolonging without
end.
The clouds above me to the white
Alps tend,
And I must pierce them, and survey
whate’er
May be permitted, as my steps I
bend
To their most great and growing
region, where
The earth to her embrace compels the powers of air.
CX.
Italia! too, Italia! looking on
thee
Full flashes on the soul the light
of ages,
Since the fierce Carthaginian almost
won thee,
To the last halo of the chiefs and
sages
Who glorify thy consecrated pages;
Thou wert the throne and grave of
empires; still,
The fount at which the panting mind
assuages
Her thirst of knowledge, quaffing
there her fill,
Flows from the eternal source of Rome’s imperial
hill.
CXI.
Thus far have I proceeded in a theme
Renewed with no kind auspices:
—to feel
We are not what we have been, and
to deem
We are not what we should be, and
to steel
The heart against itself; and to
conceal,
With a proud caution, love or hate,
or aught, —
Passion or feeling, purpose, grief,
or zeal, —
Which is the tyrant spirit of our
thought,
Is a stern task of soul: —No matter,—it
is taught.
CXII.
And for these words, thus woven
into song,
It may be that they are a harmless
wile, —
The colouring of the scenes which
fleet along,
Which I would seize, in passing,
to beguile
My breast, or that of others, for
a while.
Fame is the thirst of youth,—but
I am not
So young as to regard men’s
frown or smile
As loss or guerdon of a glorious
lot;
I stood and stand alone,—remembered or
forgot.
CXIII.
I have not loved the world, nor
the world me;
I have not flattered its rank breath,
nor bowed
To its idolatries a patient knee,
—
Nor coined my cheek to smiles, nor
cried aloud
In worship of an echo; in the crowd
They could not deem me one of such;
I stood
Among them, but not of them; in
a shroud
Of thoughts which were not their
thoughts, and still could,
Had I not filed my mind, which thus itself subdued.