I turned to thee, to thousands,
of whom each
And one as all a ghastly gap did
make
In his own kind and kindred, whom
to teach
Forgetfulness were mercy for their
sake;
The Archangel’s trump, not
Glory’s, must awake
Those whom they thirst for; though
the sound of Fame
May for a moment soothe, it cannot
slake
The fever of vain longing, and the
name
So honoured, but assumes a stronger, bitterer claim.
XXXII.
They mourn, but smile at length;
and, smiling, mourn:
The tree will wither long before
it fall:
The hull drives on, though mast
and sail be torn;
The roof-tree sinks, but moulders
on the hall
In massy hoariness; the ruined wall
Stands when its wind-worn battlements
are gone;
The bars survive the captive they
enthral;
The day drags through though storms
keep out the sun;
And thus the heart will break, yet brokenly live on:
XXXIII.
E’en as a broken mirror, which
the glass
In every fragment multiplies; and
makes
A thousand images of one that was,
The same, and still the more, the
more it breaks;
And thus the heart will do which
not forsakes,
Living in shattered guise, and still,
and cold,
And bloodless, with its sleepless
sorrow aches,
Yet withers on till all without
is old,
Showing no visible sign, for such things are untold.
XXXIV.
There is a very life in our despair,
Vitality of poison,—a
quick root
Which feeds these deadly branches;
for it were
As nothing did we die; but life
will suit
Itself to Sorrow’s most detested
fruit,
Like to the apples on the Dead Sea
shore,
All ashes to the taste: Did
man compute
Existence by enjoyment, and count
o’er
Such hours ’gainst years of life,—say,
would he name threescore?
XXXV.
The Psalmist numbered out the years
of man:
They are enough: and if thy
tale be true,
Thou, who didst grudge him e’en
that fleeting span,
More than enough, thou fatal Waterloo!
Millions of tongues record thee,
and anew
Their children’s lips shall
echo them, and say,
’Here, where the sword united
nations drew,
Our countrymen were warring on that
day!’
And this is much, and all which will not pass away.
XXXVI.
There sunk the greatest, nor the
worst of men,
Whose spirit anithetically mixed
One moment of the mightiest, and
again
On little objects with like firmness
fixed;
Extreme in all things! hadst thou
been betwixt,
Thy throne had still been thine,
or never been;
For daring made thy rise as fall:
thou seek’st
Even now to reassume the imperial
mien,
And shake again the world, the Thunderer of the scene!