IX.
His had been quaffed too quickly,
and he found
The dregs were wormwood; but he
filled again,
And from a purer fount, on holier
ground,
And deemed its spring perpetual;
but in vain!
Still round him clung invisibly
a chain
Which galled for ever, fettering
though unseen,
And heavy though it clanked not;
worn with pain,
Which pined although it spoke not,
and grew keen,
Entering with every step he took through many a scene.
X.
Secure in guarded coldness, he had
mixed
Again in fancied safety with his
kind,
And deemed his spirit now so firmly
fixed
And sheathed with an invulnerable
mind,
That, if no joy, no sorrow lurked
behind;
And he, as one, might midst the
many stand
Unheeded, searching through the
crowd to find
Fit speculation; such as in strange
land
He found in wonder-works of God and Nature’s
hand.
XI.
But who can view the ripened rose,
nor seek
To wear it? who can curiously behold
The smoothness and the sheen of
beauty’s cheek,
Nor feel the heart can never all
grow old?
Who can contemplate fame through
clouds unfold
The star which rises o’er
her steep, nor climb?
Harold, once more within the vortex
rolled
On with the giddy circle, chasing
Time,
Yet with a nobler aim than in his youth’s fond
prime.
XII.
But soon he knew himself the most
unfit
Of men to herd with Man; with whom
he held
Little in common; untaught to submit
His thoughts to others, though his
soul was quelled,
In youth by his own thoughts; still
uncompelled,
He would not yield dominion of his
mind
To spirits against whom his own
rebelled;
Proud though in desolation; which
could find
A life within itself, to breathe without mankind.
XIII.
Where rose the mountains, there
to him were friends;
Where rolled the ocean, thereon
was his home;
Where a blue sky, and glowing clime,
extends,
He had the passion and the power
to roam;
The desert, forest, cavern, breaker’s
foam,
Were unto him companionship; they
spake
A mutual language, clearer than
the tome
Of his land’s tongue, which
he would oft forsake
For nature’s pages glassed by sunbeams on the
lake.
XIV.
Like the Chaldean, he could watch
the stars,
Till he had peopled them with beings
bright
As their own beams; and earth, and
earth-born jars,
And human frailties, were forgotten
quite:
Could he have kept his spirit to