Nor stayed to welcome here thy wanderer home,
Who mourns o’er hours which we no more shall see —
Would they had never been, or were to come!
Would he had ne’er returned to find fresh cause to roam!
XCVI.
Oh! ever loving, lovely, and beloved!
How selfish Sorrow ponders on the
past,
And clings to thoughts now better
far removed!
But Time shall tear thy shadow from
me last.
All thou couldst have of mine, stern
Death, thou hast:
The parent, friend, and now the
more than friend;
Ne’er yet for one thine arrows
flew so fast,
And grief with grief continuing
still to blend,
Hath snatched the little joy that life had yet to
lend.
XCVII.
Then must I plunge again into the
crowd,
And follow all that Peace disdains
to seek?
Where Revel calls, and Laughter,
vainly loud,
False to the heart, distorts the
hollow cheek,
To leave the flagging spirit doubly
weak!
Still o’er the features, which
perforce they cheer,
To feign the pleasure or conceal
the pique;
Smiles form the channel of a future
tear,
Or raise the writhing lip with ill-dissembled sneer.
XCVIII.
What is the worst of woes that wait
on age?
What stamps the wrinkle deeper on
the brow?
To view each loved one blotted from
life’s page,
And be alone on earth, as I am now.
Before the Chastener humbly let
me bow,
O’er hearts divided and o’er
hopes destroyed:
Roll on, vain days! full reckless
may ye flow,
Since Time hath reft whate’er
my soul enjoyed,
And with the ills of eld mine earlier years alloyed.
CANTO THE THIRD.
I.
Is thy face like thy mother’s,
my fair child!
Ada! sole daughter of my house and
heart?
When last I saw thy young blue eyes,
they smiled,
And then we parted,—not
as now we part,
But with a hope. —
Awaking
with a start,
The waters heave around me; and
on high
The winds lift up their voices:
I depart,
Whither I know not; but the hour’s
gone by,
When Albion’s lessening shores could grieve
or glad mine eye.
II.
Once more upon the waters! yet once
more!
And the waves bound beneath me as
a steed
That knows his rider. Welcome
to their roar!
Swift be their guidance, wheresoe’er
it lead!
Though the strained mast should
quiver as a reed,
And the rent canvas fluttering strew
the gale,
Still must I on; for I am as a weed,
Flung from the rock, on Ocean’s
foam, to sail
Where’er the surge may sweep, the tempest’s
breath prevail.