Last Poems eBook

Adela Florence Nicolson
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 60 pages of information about Last Poems.

Last Poems eBook

Adela Florence Nicolson
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 60 pages of information about Last Poems.

Ay, from his birth each man is vowed and given
    To a vast loneliness, ungauged, unspanned,
Whether by pain and woe his soul be riven,
    Or all fair pleasures clustered ’neath his hand. 
His gain by day, his ecstasy by night,—­
His force, his folly, fierce or faint delight,—­
Suffering or sorrow, fortune, feud, or care,—­
Whate’er he find or feel,—­he may not share.

Lonely we join the world, and we depart
    Even as lonely, having lived alone,
The breast that feeds us, the beloved one’s heart,
    The lips we kiss,—­or curse—­alike unknown. 
Ay, even these lips of thine, so often kissed,
What certitude have I that they exist? 
Alas, it is the truth, though harsh it seems,
I have been loved as sweetly in my dreams.

Therefore if I should seem too fiercely fond,
    Too swift to love, too eager to attain,
Forgive the fervour that would forge beyond
    The limits set to mortal joy and pain. 
Knowing the soul’s unmeasured loneliness,
My passion must be mingled with distress,
As I, despairing, struggle to draw near
What is as unattainable as dear.

Thirst may be quenched at any kindly river,
    Rest may be found ’neath any arching tree. 
No sleep allures, no draughts of love deliver
    My spirit from its aching need of thee. 
Thy sweet assentiveness to my demands,
All the caressive touches of thy hands,—­
These soft cool hands, with fingers tipped with fire,—­
They can do nothing to assuage desire.

Sometimes I think my longing soul remembers
    A previous love to which it aims and strives,
As if this fire of ours were but the embers
    Of some wild flame burnt out in former lives. 
Perchance in earlier days I did attain
That which I seek for now so all in vain,
Maybe my soul with thine was fused and wed
In some great night, long since dissolved and dead.

We may progress; but who shall answer clearly
    The riddle of the endless change of things. 
Perchance in other days men loved more dearly,
    Or Love himself had wider ways and wings,
Maybe we gave ourselves with less control,
Or simpler living left more free the soul,
So that with ease the flesh aside was flung,—­
Or was it merely that Mankind was young?

Or has my spirit a divine prevision
    Of vast vague passions stored in days to be,
When some strong souls shall conquer their division
    And two shall be as one, eternally? 
Finding at last upon each other’s breast,
Unutterable calm and infinite rest,
While love shall burn with such intense a glow
That both shall die, and neither heed or know.

Why do I question thus, and wake confusion
    In the soft thought that lights thy perfect face,
Ah, shed once more thy perfumed hair’s profusion,
    Open thine arms and make my resting place. 
Lay thy red lips on mine as heretofore,
Grant me the treasure of thy beauty’s store,
Stifle all thought in one imperious kiss,—­
What shall I ask for more than this,—­and this?

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