and his arm round her waist. Not that they were
made halcyon to her by any of the joys of love.
In giving the girl her due it must be owned that she
rarely allowed herself to indulge in simple pleasures.
If Lord Rufford, with the same rank and property,
had been personally disagreeable to her it would have
been the same. Business to her had for many years
been business, and her business had been so very hard
that she had never allowed lighter things to interfere
with it. She had had justice on her side when
she rebuked her mother for accusing her of flirtations.
But could such a man as Lord Rufford— with
his hands so free,—venture to tell himself
that such tokens of affection with such a girl would
mean nothing? If she might contrive to meet him
again of course they would be repeated; and then he
should be forced to say that they did mean something.
When therefore the severe letter came from Morton,—severe
and pressing, telling her that she was bound to answer
him at once and that were she still silent he must
in regard to his own honour take that as an indication
of her intention to break off the match,—she
felt that she must answer it. The answer must,
however, still be ambiguous. She would not if
possible throw away that stool quite as yet, though
her mind was intent on ascending to the throne which
it might be within her power to reach. She wrote
to him an ambiguous letter, but a letter which certainly
was not intended to liberate him. “He ought,”
she said, “to understand that a girl situated
as she was could not ultimately dispose of herself
till her friends had told her that she was free to
do so. She herself did not pretend to have any
interest in the affairs as to which her father and
his lawyers were making themselves busy. They
had never even condescended to tell her what it was
they wanted on her behalf;— nor, for the
matter of that, had he, Morton, ever told her what
it was that he refused to do. Of course she could
not throw herself into his arms till these things
were settled.”—By that expression
she had meant a metaphorical throwing of herself, and
not such a flesh and blood embracing as she had permitted
to the lord in the little room at Rufford. Then
she suggested that he should appeal again to her father.
It need hardly be said that her father knew very little
about it, and that the lawyers had long since written
to Lady Augustus to say that better terms as to settlement
could not be had from Mr. John Morton.
Morton, when he wrote his second letter, had received the offer of the mission to Patagonia and had asked for a few days to think of it. After much consideration he had determined that, he would say nothing to Arabella of the offer. Her treatment of him gave her no right to be consulted. Should she at once write back declaring her readiness to become his wife, then he would consult her,—and would not only consult her but would be prepared to abandon the mission at the expression of her lightest wish. Indeed