as it had done just beneath her horse’s feet,
had been a godsend to her. For a moment the young
lord’s arm had been round her waist and her
head had been upon his shoulder. And again when
she had slipped from her saddle she had felt his embrace.
His fervour to her had been simply the uncontrolled
expression of his feeling at the moment,—as
one man squeezes another tightly by the hand in any
crisis of sudden impulse. She knew this; but she
knew also that he would probably revert to the intimacy
which the sudden emotion had created. The mutual
galvanic shock might be continued at the next meeting,—and
so on. They had seen the tragedy together and
it would not fail to be a bond of union. As she
told the tragedy to her mother, she delicately laid
aside her hat and whip and riding dress, and then
asked whether it was not possible that they might
prolong their stay at Rufford. “But the
Gores, my dear! I put them off, you know, for
two days only.” Then Arabella declared that
she did not care a straw for the Gores. In such
a matter as this what would it signify though they
should quarrel with a whole generation of Gores?
For some time she thought that she would not come down
again that afternoon or even that evening. It
might well be that the sight of the accident should
have made her too ill to appear. She felt conscious
that in that moment and in the subsequent half hour
she had carried herself well, and that there would
be an interest about her were she to own herself compelled
to keep her room. Were she now to take to her
bed they could not turn her out on the following day.
But at last her mother’s counsel put an end
to that plan. Time was too precious. “I
think you might lose more than you’d gain,”
said her mother.
Both Lord Rufford and his sister were very much disturbed
as to what they should do on the occasion. At
half-past six Lord Rufford was told that the Major
had recovered his senses, but that the case was almost
hopeless. Of course he saw his guest. “I’m
all right,” said the Major. The Lord sat
there by the bedside, holding the man’s hand
for a few moments, and then got up to leave him.
“No nonsense about putting off,” said
the Major in a faint voice; “beastly bosh all
that!”
But what was to be done? The dozen people who
were in the house must of course sit down to dinner.
And then all the neighbourhood for miles round were
coming to a ball. It would be impossible to send
messages to everybody. And there was the feeling
too that the man was as yet only ill, and that his
recovery was possible. A ball, with a dead man
in one of the bedrooms, would be dreadful. With
a dying man it was bad enough;—but then
a dying man is always also a living man! Lord
Rufford had already telegraphed for a first-class
surgeon from London, it having been whispered to him
that perhaps Old Nokes from Rufford might be mistaken.
The surgeon could not be there till four o’clock
in the morning by which time care would have been
taken to remove the signs of the ball; but if there
was reason to send for a London surgeon, then also
was there reason for hope; and if there were ground
for hope, then the desirability of putting off the
ball was very much reduced. “He’s
at the furthest end of the corridor,” the Lord
said to his sister, “and won’t hear a
sound of the music.”