opportunity of talking of myself as an isolated individual;
but if you judge me converted to false notions, I
must say to you and to others who are interested in
me: read me as a whole, and do not judge me by
detached fragments; a spirit which is independent
of party exactions, sees necessarily the pros and
cons, and the sincere writer tells both without busying
himself about the blame or the approbation of partizan
readers. But every being who is not mad maintains
a certain consistency, and I do not think that I have
departed from mine. Reason and sentiment are
always in accord in me to make me repulse whatever
attempts to make me revert to childhood in politics,
in religion, in philosophy, in art. My sentiment
and my reason combat more than ever the idea of factitious
distinctions, the inequality of conditions imposed
as a right acquired by some, as a loss deserved by
others. More than ever I feel the need of raising
what is low, and of lifting again what has fallen.
Until my heart is worn out it will be open to pity,
it will take the part of the weak, it will rehabilitate
the slandered. If today it is the people that
is under foot, I shall hold out my hand to the people—if
it is the oppressor and executioner, I shall tell
it that it is cowardly and odious. What do I care
for this or that group of men, these names which have
become standards, these personalities which have become
catchwords? I know only wise and foolish, innocent
and guilty. I do not have to ask myself where
are my friends or my enemies. They are where
torment has thrown them. Those who have deserved
my love, and who do not see through my eyes, are none
the less dear to me. The thoughtless blame of
those who leave me does not make me consider them
as enemies. All friendship unjustly withdrawn
remains intact in the heart that has not merited the
outrage. That heart is above self-love, it knows
how to wait for the awakening of justice and affection.
Such is the correct and easy role of a conscience
that is not engaged in the party interests through
any personal interest. Those who can not say
that of themselves will certainly have success in
their environment, if they have the talent to avoid
all that can displease them, and the more they have
of this talent, the more they will find the means
to satisfy their passions. But do not summon
them in history to witness the absolute truth.
From the moment that they make a business of their
opinion, their opinion has no value.
I know sweet, generous and timorous souls, who in
this terrible moment of our history, reproach themselves
for having loved and served the cause of the weak.
They see only one point in space, they believe that
the people whom they have loved and served exist no
longer, because in their place a horde of bandits followed
by a little army of bewildered men has occupied momentarily
the theatre of the struggle.
These good souls have to make an effort to say to
themselves that what good there was in the poor and
what interest there was in the disinherited still
exists, only it is no longer in evidence and the political
disturbance has sidetracked it from the stage.
When such dramas take place, those who rush in light-heartedly
are the vain or the greedy members of the family,
those who allow themselves to be pulled in are the
idiots.