shade, spared no pains to make it grow in their hanging
gardens and spacious courts, though its nature was
altogether foreign to the soil. And now, with
none to tend it or care whether it flourishes or decays,
it faithfully clings to the deserted spot where it
was once so tenderly fostered, showing its sympathy
with the surrounding desolation, by growing always
in split halves, one withered and one green—a
broken-hearted creature, yet loyal to the memory of
past love and joy. Alwyn stood under its dark
boughs, knowing nothing of its name or history,—every
now and then a wailing whisper seemed to shudder through
it, though there was no wind,— and he heard
the eerie lamenting sigh with an involuntary sense
of awe. The whole scene was far more impressive
by night than by day,—the great earth mounds
of Babylon looked like giant graves inclosing a glittering
ring of winding waters. Again he examined the
imbedded fragment of the ancient gate,—and
then feeling quite certain of his starting-point he
set his face steadily toward the southwest,—there
the landscape before him lay flat and bare in the
beamy lustre of the moon. The soil was sandy and
heavy to the tread,—moreover it was an
excessively hot night,—too hot to walk
fast. He glanced at his watch,—it was
a few minutes past ten o’clock. Keeping
up the moderate pace the heat enforced, it was possible
he might reach the mysterious field about half-past
eleven, . . perhaps earlier. And now his nerves
began to quiver with strong excitement, . . had he
yielded to the promptings of his own feverish impatience,
he would most probably have run all the way in spite
of the sultriness of the air,—but he restrained
this impulse, and walked leisurely on purpose, reproaching
himself as he went along for the utter absurdity of
his expectations.
“Was ever madman more mad than I!” he
murmured with some self-contempt—“What
logical human being in his right mind would be guilty
of such egregious folly! But am I logical?
Certainly not! Am I in my right mind? I
think I am,—yet I may be wrong. The
question remains, ... what is logic? ... and what
is being in one’s right mind? No one
can absolutely decide! Let me see if I can review
calmly my ridiculous position. It comes to this,—I
insist on being mesmerized ... I have a dream,
... and I see a woman in the dream”—here
he suddenly corrected himself ... “a woman did
I say? No! ... she was something far more than
that! A lovely phantom—a dazzling
creature of my own imagination ... an exquisite ideal
whom I will one day immortalize ... yes!—
Immortalize in song!”
He raised his eyes as he spoke to the dusky firmament
thickly studded with stars, and just then caught sight
of a fleecy silver-rimmed cloud passing swiftly beneath
the moon and floating downwards toward the earth,—it
was shaped like a white-winged bird, and was here
and there tenderly streaked with pink, as though it
had just travelled from some distant land where the
sun was rising. It was the only cloud in the
sky,—and it had a peculiar, almost phenomenal
effect by reason of its rapid motion, there being
not the faintest breeze stirring. Alwyn watched
it gliding down the heavens till it had entirely disappeared,
and then began his meditations anew.