summer, . . still, to me, for once God’s golden
days seemed long! I had lost
thee!
Thou wert my soul’s other soul. my king!—
my immortality’s completion! ... and though thou
wert, alas! a fallen brightness, yet I held fast to
my one hope, . . the hope in thy diviner nature, which,
though sorely overcome,
was not, and
could
not be wholly destroyed. I knew the
fate in store for thee, . . I knew that thou
with other erring spirits wert bound to live again
on earth when Christ had built His Holy Way therefrom
to Heaven,—and never did I cease for thy
dear sake to wait and watch and pray! At last
I found thee, ... but ah! how I trembled for thy destiny!
To thee had been delivered, as to all the children
of men, the final message of salvation.. the Message
of Love and Pardon which made all the angels wonder!
... but thou didst utterly reject it—and
with the same willful arrogance of thy former self,
Sah-luma, thou wert blindly and desperately turning
anew into darkness! O my Beloved, that darkness
might have been eternal! ... and crowded with memories
dating from the very beginning of life! ... Nay,
let me not speak of that Supernal Agony, since Christ
hath died to quench its terrors! ... Enough!—by
happy chance, through my desire, thine own roused better
will, and the strength of one who hath many friends
in Heaven, thy spirit was released to temporary liberty,
. . and in thy vision at Dariel, which was
no
vision, but a Truth, I bade thee meet me here.
And why? ...
Solely to test thy
power of obedience to A
divine
impulse unexplainable by human
reason,—and I rejoiced as only angels
can rejoice, when of thine own Free-Will thou didst
keep the tryst I made with thee! Yet thou knewest
me not! ... or rather thou
wouldst not know
me, . . till I left thee! ... ’Tis
ever the way of mortals, to doubt their angels in
disguise!”
Her sweet accents shook with a liquid thrill suggestive
of tears, —but he was silent. It seemed
to him that he would be well content to hold his place
forever, if forever he might hear her thus melodiously
speak on! Had she not called him her “other
soul, her king, her immortality’s completion!”—and
on those wondrous words of hers his spirit hung, impassioned,
dazzled, and entranced beyond all Time and Space and
Nature and Experience!
After a brief pause, during which his ravished mind
floated among the thousand images and vague feelings
of a whole Past and Future merged in one splendid
and celestial Present, she resumed, always softly
and with the same exquisite tenderness of tone:
“I left thee, Dearest, but a moment, ... and
in that moment, He who hath himself shared in human
sorrows and sympathies,—He who is the embodiment
of the Essence of God’s Love,—came
to my aid. Plunging thy senses in deep sleep,
as hath been done before to many a saint and prophet
of old time here on this very field of Ardath,—he
summoned up before thee the phantoms of a portion
of thy Past, ... phantoms which, to thee, seemed far
more real than the living presence of thy faithful
Edris! ... alas, my Beloved! ... thou art not the
only one on the Sorrowful Star who accepts a Dream
for Reality and rejects Reality as a Dream!”