Ardath eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 793 pages of information about Ardath.

Ardath eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 793 pages of information about Ardath.

 “A central sorrow dwells in perfect joy!—­”

Scarcely had he repeated this to himself inwardly, than Sah-luma, with majestic grace and sweetness of utterance, dictated aloud: 

 “A central sorrow dwells in perfect joy!”

“Ah god!”

The sharp cry, half fierce, half despairing, broke from Theos’s quivering lips in spite of all the efforts he made to control his agitation, and the Laureate turned toward him with a surprised and somewhat irritated movement that plainly evinced annoyance at the interruption.

“Pardon, Sah-luma!” he murmured hastily. “’Twas a slight pang at the heart troubled me,—­a mere nothing!—­I take shame to myself to have cried out for such a pin’s prick!  Speak on!—­thy first line is as soft as honey dew,—­as suggestive as the light of dawn on sleeping flowers!”

And, leaning dizzily back on his couch, he closed his eyes to shut in the hot and bitter tears that welled up rebelliously and threatened to fall, notwithstanding his endeavor to restrain them.  His head throbbed and burned as though a chaplet of fiery thorns encircled it, instead of the once desired crown of Fame he had so fondly dreamed of winning!

Fame? ...  Alas! that bright, delusive vision had fled forever,—­ there were no glory-laurels left growing for him in the fields of poetic art and aspiration,—­Sah-luma, the fortunate Sah-luma, had gathered and possessed them all!  Taking everything into serious consideration, he came at last to the deeply mortifying conclusion that it must be himself who was the plagiarist,—­the unconscious imitator of Sah-luma’s ideas and methods, . . and the worst of it was that his imitation was so terribly exact!

Oh, how heartily he despised himself for his poor and pitiful lack of originality!  Down to the very depths of humiliation he sternly abased his complaining, struggling, wounded, and sorely resentful spirit, . . he then and there became the merciless executioner of his own claims to literary honor,—­and deliberately crushing all his past ambition, mutinous discontent and uncompliant desires with a strong master-hand he lay quiet...as patiently unmoved as is a dead man to the wrongs inflicted on his memory...and forced himself to listen resignedly to every glowing line of his, . . no, not his, but Sah-luma’s poem, . . the lovely, gracious, delicate, entrancing poem he remembered so well!  And by and by, as each mellifluous stanza sounded softly on his ears, a strangely solemn tranquillity swept over him,—­a most soothing halcyon calm, as though some passing angel’s hand had touched his brow in benediction.

He looked at Sah-luma, not enviously now but all admiringly,—­it seemed to him that he had never heard a sweeter, tenderer music than the story of “Nourhalma” as recited by his friend.  And so to that friend he silently awarded his own wished-for glory, praise, and everlasting fame!—­that glory, praise, and fame which had formerly allured his fancy as being the best of all the world could offer, but which he now entirely and willingly relinquished in favor of this more deserving and dear comrade, whose superior genius he submissively acknowledged!

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