Theos sighed.
“A stranger I am indeed!” he said drearily—“A stranger to my very self and all my former belongings! Ask me no questions, good father, for, as I live, I cannot answer them! I am oppressed by a nameless and mysterious suffering, . . my brain is darkened,—my thoughts but half-formed and never wholly uttered, and I,—I who once deemed human intelligence and reason all-supreme, all-clear, all-absolute, am now compelled to use that reason reasonlessly, and to work with that intelligence in helpless ignorance as to what end my mental toil shall serve! Woeful and strange it is!— yet true; . . I am as a broken straw in a whirlwind,—or the pale ghost of my own identity groping for things forgotten in a land of shadows; . . I know not whence I came, nor whither I go! Nay, do not fear me,—I am not mad: I am conscious of my life, my strength, and physical well-being,—and though I may speak wildly, I harbor no ill-intent toward any man—my quarrel is with God alone!”
He paused,—then resumed in calmer accents,—“You judge rightly, reverend sir,—I am a stranger in Al-Kyris. I entered the city-gates this morning when the sun was high,—and ere noon I found courteous welcome and princely shelter,—I am the guest of the poet Sah-luma.”
The old man looked at him half compassionately.
“Ah, Sah-luma is thine host?” he said with a touch of melancholy surprise in his tone—“Then wherefore art thou here? ... here in this dark abode where none may linger and escape with life? ... how earnest thou within the bounds of Lysid’s fatal pleasaunce! ... Has the Laureate’s friendship thus misguided thee?”
Theos hesitated before replying. He was again moved by that curious instinctive dread of hearing Sah-luma’s name associated with any sort of reproach,—and his voice had a somewhat defiant ring as he answered: