rooted purpose than the mere desire of personal distinction.
His ambition appeared to consist, not in being the
first to reach or scale the fort, but in placing himself
wherever the balls of the enemy flew thickest.
There was no enthusiasm in his mien, no excitement
in his eye; neither had his step the buoyancy that
marks the young heart wedded to valorous achievement,
but was, on the contrary, heavy, measured, yet firm.
His whole manner and actions, in short, as reported
to his brother on the return of the expedition by
those who had been near him throughout the affair,
was that of a man who courts not victory but death.
Planted on the brow of the ditch, at the moment when
Middlemore fell, he had deliberately discharged his
musket into the loop-hole whence the shot had been
fired; but although, as he seemed to expect, the next
instant brought several barrels to bear upon himself,
not one of these had taken effect. A moment after
and he was in the ditch, followed by some twenty or
thirty of the leading men of the column, and advancing
towards the bastion, then preparing to vomit forth
its fire upon the devoted axemen. Even here,
Fate, or Destiny, or whatever power it be that wills
the nature of the end of man, turned aside the death
with which he already seemed to grapple. At the
very moment when the flash rose from the havoc-dealing
gun, he chanced to stumble over the dead body of a
soldier, and fell flat upon his face. Scarcely
had he touched the ground when he was again upon his
feet; but even in that short space of time he alone,
of those who had entered the ditch, had been left
unscathed. Before him came bellying along the
damp trench, the dense smoke from the fatal bastion,
as it were a funeral shroud for its victims; and behind
him were to be seen the mangled and distorted forms
of his companions, some dead, others writhing in acute
agony, and filling the air with shrieks, and groans,
and prayers for water wherewith to soothe their burning
lips, that mingled fearfully, yet characteristically,
with the unsubdued roar of small arms.
It was now, for the first time, that Gerald evinced
any thing like excitement, but it was the excitement
of bitter disappointment. He saw those to whom
the preservation of life would have been a blessing,
cut down and slaughtered; while he, whose object it
was to lay it down for ever, was, by some strange
fatality, wholly exempt.
The reflections that passed with lightning quickness
through his mind, only served to stimulate his determination
the more. Scarcely had the smoke which had hitherto
kept him concealed from the battery, passed beyond
him, when, rushing forward, and shouting—“To
the bastion, men—to the bastion!”
he planted himself in front of the gun, and not three
yards from its muzzle. Prevented by the dense
smoke that choked up the trench, from ascertaining
the extent of execution produced by their discharge,
the American artillerymen, who had again loaded, were
once more on the alert and preparing to repeat it.