How often is it a phanton woman who draws the man from the way he meant to go?  So was man created, to hunger for the ideal that is above himself, until one day there is magic in the air, and the eyes of a girl rest upon him.  He does not know that it is he himself who crowned her, and if the girl is as pure as he, their love is the one form of idolatry that is not quite ignoble.  It is the joining of two souls on their way to God.  But if the woman be bad, the test of the man is when he wakens from his dream.  The nobler his ideal, the further will he have been hurried down the wrong way, for those who only run after little things will not go far.  His love may now sink into passion, perhaps only to stain its wings and rise again, perhaps to drown.

Babbie, what shall I say of you who make me write these things?  I am not your judge.  Shall we not laugh at the student who chafes when between him and his book comes the song of the thrushes, with whom, on the mad night you danced into Gavin’s life, you had more in common than with Auld Licht ministers?  The gladness of living was in your step, your voice was melody, and he was wondering what love might be.

You were the daughter of a summer night, born where all the birds are free, and the moon christened you with her soft light to dazzle the eyes of man.  Not our little minister alone was stricken by you into his second childhood.  To look upon you was to rejoice that so fair a thing could be; to think of you is still to be young.  Even those who called you a little devil, of whom I have been one, admitted that in the end you had a soul, though not that you had been born with one.  They said you stole it, and so made a woman of yourself.  But again I say I am not your judge, and when I picture you as Gavin saw you first, a bare-legged witch dancing up Windyghoul, rowan berries in your black hair, and on your finger a jewel the little minister could not have bought with five years of toil, the shadows on my pages lift, and I cannot wonder that Gavin loved you.

Often I say to myself that this is to be Gavin’s story, not mine.  Yet must it be mine too, in a manner, and of myself I shall sometimes have to speak; not willingly, for it is time my little tragedy had died of old age.  I have kept it to myself so long that now I would stand at its grave alone.  It is true that when I heard who was to be the new minister I hoped for a day that the life broken in Harvie might be mended in Thrums, but two minutes’ talk with Gavin showed me that Margaret had kept from him the secret which was hers and mine and so knocked the bottom out of my vain hopes.  I did not blame her then, nor do I blame her now, nor shall anyone who blames her ever be called friend by me; but it was bitter to look at the white manse among the trees and know that I must never enter it.  For Margaret’s sake I had to keep aloof, yet this new trial came upon me like our parting at Harvie.  I thought that in those eighteen years my passions had burned