Ridgeon. Yes: I understand.
Mrs Dubedat. Oh, if you only knew the other side of him as I do! Do you know, doctor, that if Louis honored himself by a really bad action, I should kill myself.
Ridgeon. Come! dont exaggerate.
Mrs Dubedat. I should. You don’t understand that, you east country people.
Ridgeon. You did not see much of the world in Cornwall, did you?
Mrs Dubedat [naively] Oh yes. I saw a great deal every day of the beauty of the world—more than you ever see here in London. But I saw very few people, if that is what you mean. I was an only child.
Ridgeon. That explains a good deal.
Mrs Dubedat. I had a great many dreams; but at last they all came to one dream.
Ridgeon [with half a sigh] Yes, the usual dream.
Mrs Dubedat [surprised] Is it usual?
Ridgeon. As I guess. You havnt yet told me what it was.
Mrs Dubedat. I didn’t want to waste myself. I could do nothing myself; but I had a little property and I could help with it. I had even a little beauty: dont think me vain for knowing it. I always had a terrible struggle with poverty and neglect at first. My dream was to save one of them from that, and bring some charm and happiness into his life. I prayed Heaven to send me one. I firmly believe that Louis was guided to me in answer to my prayer. He was no more like the other men I had met than the Thames Embankment is like our Cornish coasts. He saw everything that I saw, and drew it for me. He understood everything. He came to me like a child. Only fancy, doctor: he never even wanted to marry me: he never thought of the things other men think of! I had to propose it myself. Then he said he had no money. When I told him I had some, he said “Oh, all right,” just like a boy. He is still like that, quite unspoiled, a man in his thoughts, a great poet and artist in his dreams, and a child in his ways. I gave him myself and all I had that he might grow to his full height with plenty of sunshine. If I lost faith in him, it would mean the wreck and failure of my life. I should go back to Cornwall and die. I could show you the very cliff I should jump off. You must cure him: you must make him quite well again for me. I know that you can do it and that nobody else can. I implore you not to refuse what I am going to ask you to do. Take Louis yourself; and let Sir Ralph cure Dr Blenkinsop.
Ridgeon [slowly] Mrs Dubedat: do you really believe in my knowledge and skill as you say you do?
Mrs Dubedat. Absolutely. I do not give my trust by halves.
Ridgeon. I know that. Well, I am going to test you—hard. Will you believe me when I tell you that I understand what you have just told me; that I have no desire but to serve you in the most faithful friendship; and that your hero must be preserved to you.