The Doctor's Dilemma eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 124 pages of information about The Doctor's Dilemma.

The Doctor's Dilemma eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 124 pages of information about The Doctor's Dilemma.

Ridgeon.  Yes:  I understand.

Mrs Dubedat.  Oh, if you only knew the other side of him as I do!  Do you know, doctor, that if Louis honored himself by a really bad action, I should kill myself.

Ridgeon.  Come! dont exaggerate.

Mrs Dubedat.  I should.  You don’t understand that, you east country people.

Ridgeon.  You did not see much of the world in Cornwall, did you?

Mrs Dubedat [naively] Oh yes.  I saw a great deal every day of the beauty of the world—­more than you ever see here in London.  But I saw very few people, if that is what you mean.  I was an only child.

Ridgeon.  That explains a good deal.

Mrs Dubedat.  I had a great many dreams; but at last they all came to one dream.

Ridgeon [with half a sigh] Yes, the usual dream.

Mrs Dubedat [surprised] Is it usual?

Ridgeon.  As I guess.  You havnt yet told me what it was.

Mrs Dubedat.  I didn’t want to waste myself.  I could do nothing myself; but I had a little property and I could help with it.  I had even a little beauty:  dont think me vain for knowing it.  I always had a terrible struggle with poverty and neglect at first.  My dream was to save one of them from that, and bring some charm and happiness into his life.  I prayed Heaven to send me one.  I firmly believe that Louis was guided to me in answer to my prayer.  He was no more like the other men I had met than the Thames Embankment is like our Cornish coasts.  He saw everything that I saw, and drew it for me.  He understood everything.  He came to me like a child.  Only fancy, doctor:  he never even wanted to marry me:  he never thought of the things other men think of!  I had to propose it myself.  Then he said he had no money.  When I told him I had some, he said “Oh, all right,” just like a boy.  He is still like that, quite unspoiled, a man in his thoughts, a great poet and artist in his dreams, and a child in his ways.  I gave him myself and all I had that he might grow to his full height with plenty of sunshine.  If I lost faith in him, it would mean the wreck and failure of my life.  I should go back to Cornwall and die.  I could show you the very cliff I should jump off.  You must cure him:  you must make him quite well again for me.  I know that you can do it and that nobody else can.  I implore you not to refuse what I am going to ask you to do.  Take Louis yourself; and let Sir Ralph cure Dr Blenkinsop.

Ridgeon [slowly] Mrs Dubedat:  do you really believe in my knowledge and skill as you say you do?

Mrs Dubedat.  Absolutely.  I do not give my trust by halves.

Ridgeon.  I know that.  Well, I am going to test you—­hard.  Will you believe me when I tell you that I understand what you have just told me; that I have no desire but to serve you in the most faithful friendship; and that your hero must be preserved to you.

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