the men stared at her as she went along the street,
and for the first time in her life Hetty wished no
one would look at her. She set out walking again;
but this day she was fortunate, for she was soon overtaken
by a carrier’s cart which carried her to Hinckley,
and by the help of a return chaise, with a drunken
postilion—who frightened her by driving
like Jehu the son of Nimshi, and shouting hilarious
remarks at her, twisting himself backwards on his
saddle—she was before night in the heart
of woody Warwickshire: but still almost a hundred
miles from Windsor, they told her. Oh what a
large world it was, and what hard work for her to
find her way in it! She went by mistake to Stratford-on-Avon,
finding Stratford set down in her list of places, and
then she was told she had come a long way out of the
right road. It was not till the fifth day that
she got to Stony Stratford. That seems but a slight
journey as you look at the map, or remember your own
pleasant travels to and from the meadowy banks of
the Avon. But how wearily long it was to Hetty!
It seemed to her as if this country of flat fields,
and hedgerows, and dotted houses, and villages, and
market-towns—all so much alike to her indifferent
eyes—must have no end, and she must go on
wandering among them for ever, waiting tired at toll-gates
for some cart to come, and then finding the cart went
only a little way—a very little way—to
the miller’s a mile off perhaps; and she hated
going into the public houses, where she must go to
get food and ask questions, because there were always
men lounging there, who stared at her and joked her
rudely. Her body was very weary too with these
days of new fatigue and anxiety; they had made her
look more pale and worn than all the time of hidden
dread she had gone through at home. When at last
she reached Stony Stratford, her impatience and weariness
had become too strong for her economical caution;
she determined to take the coach for the rest of the
way, though it should cost her all her remaining money.
She would need nothing at Windsor but to find Arthur.
When she had paid the fare for the last coach, she
had only a shilling; and as she got down at the sign
of the Green Man in Windsor at twelve o’clock
in the middle of the seventh day, hungry and faint,
the coachman came up, and begged her to “remember
him.” She put her hand in her pocket and
took out the shilling, but the tears came with the
sense of exhaustion and the thought that she was giving
away her last means of getting food, which she really
required before she could go in search of Arthur.
As she held out the shilling, she lifted up her dark
tear-filled eyes to the coachman’s face and
said, “Can you give me back sixpence?”
“No, no,” he said, gruffly, “never mind—put the shilling up again.”
The landlord of the Green Man had stood near enough to witness this scene, and he was a man whose abundant feeding served to keep his good nature, as well as his person, in high condition. And that lovely tearful face of Hetty’s would have found out the sensitive fibre in most men.