was not yet in bed. Still she hesitated; she
was not quite certain of a divine direction; the voice
that told her to go to Hetty seemed no stronger that
the other voice which said that Hetty was weary, and
that going to her now in an unseasonable moment would
only tend to close her heart more obstinately.
Dinah was not satisfied without a more unmistakable
guidance than those inward voices. There was
light enough for her, if she opened her Bible, to
discern the text sufficiently to know what it would
say to her. She knew the physiognomy of every
page, and could tell on what book she opened, sometimes
on what chapter, without seeing title or number.
It was a small thick Bible, worn quite round at the
edges. Dinah laid it sideways on the window ledge,
where the light was strongest, and then opened it
with her forefinger. The first words she looked
at were those at the top of the left-hand page:
“And they all wept sore, and fell on Paul’s
neck and kissed him.” That was enough for
Dinah; she had opened on that memorable parting at
Ephesus, when Paul had felt bound to open his heart
in a last exhortation and warning. She hesitated
no longer, but, opening her own door gently, went
and tapped on Hetty’s. We know she had
to tap twice, because Hetty had to put out her candles
and throw off her black lace scarf; but after the
second tap the door was opened immediately. Dinah
said, “Will you let me come in, Hetty?”
and Hetty, without speaking, for she was confused
and vexed, opened the door wider and let her in.
What a strange contrast the two figures made, visible
enough in that mingled twilight and moonlight!
Hetty, her cheeks flushed and her eyes glistening
from her imaginary drama, her beautiful neck and arms
bare, her hair hanging in a curly tangle down her
back, and the baubles in her ears. Dinah, covered
with her long white dress, her pale face full of subdued
emotion, almost like a lovely corpse into which the
soul has returned charged with sublimer secrets and
a sublimer love. They were nearly of the same
height; Dinah evidently a little the taller as she
put her arm round Hetty’s waist and kissed her
forehead.
“I knew you were not in bed, my dear,”
she said, in her sweet clear voice, which was irritating
to Hetty, mingling with her own peevish vexation like
music with jangling chains, “for I heard you
moving; and I longed to speak to you again to-night,
for it is the last but one that I shall be here, and
we don’t know what may happen to-morrow to keep
us apart. Shall I sit down with you while you
do up your hair?”
“Oh yes,” said Hetty, hastily turning
round and reaching the second chair in the room, glad
that Dinah looked as if she did not notice her ear-rings.
Dinah sat down, and Hetty began to brush together
her hair before twisting it up, doing it with that
air of excessive indifference which belongs to confused
self-consciousness. But the expression of Dinah’s
eyes gradually relieved her; they seemed unobservant
of all details.