of the moonlit fields. She closed her eyes, that
she might feel more intensely the presence of a Love
and Sympathy deeper and more tender than was breathed
from the earth and sky. That was often Dinah’s
mode of praying in solitude. Simply to close her
eyes and to feel herself enclosed by the Divine Presence;
then gradually her fears, her yearning anxieties for
others, melted away like ice-crystals in a warm ocean.
She had sat in this way perfectly still, with her hands
crossed on her lap and the pale light resting on her
calm face, for at least ten minutes when she was startled
by a loud sound, apparently of something falling in
Hetty’s room. But like all sounds that fall
on our ears in a state of abstraction, it had no distinct
character, but was simply loud and startling, so that
she felt uncertain whether she had interpreted it
rightly. She rose and listened, but all was quiet
afterwards, and she reflected that Hetty might merely
have knocked something down in getting into bed.
She began slowly to undress; but now, owing to the
suggestions of this sound, her thoughts became concentrated
on Hetty—that sweet young thing, with life
and all its trials before her—the solemn
daily duties of the wife and mother—and
her mind so unprepared for them all, bent merely on
little foolish, selfish pleasures, like a child hugging
its toys in the beginning of a long toilsome journey
in which it will have to bear hunger and cold and
unsheltered darkness. Dinah felt a double care
for Hetty, because she shared Seth’s anxious
interest in his brother’s lot, and she had not
come to the conclusion that Hetty did not love Adam
well enough to marry him. She saw too clearly
the absence of any warm, self-devoting love in Hetty’s
nature to regard the coldness of her behaviour towards
Adam as any indication that he was not the man she
would like to have for a husband. And this blank
in Hetty’s nature, instead of exciting Dinah’s
dislike, only touched her with a deeper pity:
the lovely face and form affected her as beauty always
affects a pure and tender mind, free from selfish
jealousies. It was an excellent divine gift,
that gave a deeper pathos to the need, the sin, the
sorrow with which it was mingled, as the canker in
a lily-white bud is more grievous to behold than in
a common pot-herb.
By the time Dinah had undressed and put on her night-gown, this feeling about Hetty had gathered a painful intensity; her imagination had created a thorny thicket of sin and sorrow, in which she saw the poor thing struggling torn and bleeding, looking with tears for rescue and finding none. It was in this way that Dinah’s imagination and sympathy acted and reacted habitually, each heightening the other. She felt a deep longing to go now and pour into Hetty’s ear all the words of tender warning and appeal that rushed into her mind. But perhaps Hetty was already asleep. Dinah put her ear to the partition and heard still some slight noises, which convinced her that Hetty