She had remained in her sister’s room until long after midnight, and by the time the American letter was completed and sealed, a pale touch of dawning light was showing itself.  She rose, and going to the window drew the blind up and looked out.  The looking out made her open the window, and when she had done so she stood feeling the almost unearthly freshness of the morning about her.  The mystery of the first faint light was almost unearthly, too.  Trees and shrubs were beginning to take form and outline themselves against the still pallor of the dawn.  Before long the waking of the birds would begin—­a brief chirping note here and there breaking the silence and warning the world with faint insistence that it had begun to live again and must bestir itself.  She had got out of her bed sometimes on a summer morning to watch the beauty of it, to see the flowers gradually reveal their colour to the eye, to hear the warmly nesting things begin their joyous day.  There were fewer bird sounds now, and the garden beds were autumnal.  But how beautiful it all was!  How wonderful life in such a place might be if flowers and birds and sweep of sward, and mass of stately, broad-branched trees, were parts of the home one loved and which surely would in its own way love one in return.  But soon all this phase of life would be over.  Rosalie, once safe at home, would look back, remembering the place with a shudder.  As Ughtred grew older the passing of years would dim miserable child memories, and when his inheritance fell to him he might return to see it with happier eyes.  She began to picture to herself Rosy’s voyage in the ship which would carry her across the Atlantic to her mother and the scenes connected in her mind only with a girl’s happiness.  Whatsoever happened before it took place, the voyage would be made in the end.  And Rosalie would be like a creature in a dream—­a heavenly, unbelievable dream.  Betty could imagine how she would look wrapped up and sitting in her steamer chair, gazing out with rapturous eyes upon the racing waves.

“She will be happy,” she thought.  “But I shall not.  No, I shall not.”

She drew in the morning air and unconsciously turned towards the place where, across the rising and falling lands and behind the trees, she knew the great white house stood far away, with watchers’ lights showing dimly behind the line of ballroom windows.

“I do not know how such a thing could be!  I do not know how such a thing could be!” she said.  “It could not.”  And she lifted a high head, not even asking herself what remote sense in her being so obstinately defied and threw down the glove to Fate.