with money were ostentatious and always laying stress
upon the amount of their possessions. She had
no conception of the primeval simpleness of their
attitude in such matters, and that no ceremonies were
necessary save the process of transferring sufficiently
large sums as though they were the mere right of the
recipients. She was taught to understand this
later. In the meantime, however, ready as she
would have been to give large sums if she had known
how, she was terrified by the thought that it might
be possible that she could be deprived of her bank
account and reduced to the condition of a sort of
dependent upon the humours of her lately acquired
relations. She thought over this a good deal,
and would have found immense relief if she dared have
consulted anyone. But she could not make up her
mind to reveal her unhappiness to her people.
She had been married so recently, everybody had thought
her marriage so delightful, she could not bear that
her father and mother should be distressed by knowing
that she was wretched. She also reflected with
misery that New York would talk the matter over excitedly
and that finally the newspapers would get hold of
the gossip. She could even imagine interviewers
calling at the house in Fifth Avenue and endeavouring
to obtain particulars of the situation. Her father
would be angry and refuse to give them, but that would
make no difference; the newspapers would give them
and everybody would read what they said, whether it
was true or not. She could not possibly write
facts, she thought, so her poor little letters were
restrained and unlike herself, and to the warm-hearted
souls in New York, even appearing stiff and unaffectionate,
as if her aristocratic surroundings had chilled her
love for them. In fact, it became far from easy
for her to write at all, since Sir Nigel so disapproved
of her interest in the American mail. His objections
had indeed taken the form of his feeling himself quite
within his rights when he occasionally intercepted
letters from her relations, with a view of finding
out whether they contained criticisms of himself, which
would betray that she had been guilty of indiscreet
confidences. He discovered that she had not apparently
been so guilty, but it was evident that there were
moments when Mrs. Vanderpoel was uneasy and disposed
to ask anxious questions. When this occurred
he destroyed the letters, and as a result of this
precaution on his part her motherly queries seemed
to be ignored, and she several times shed tears in
the belief that Rosy had grown so patrician that she
was capable of snubbing her mother in her resentment
at feeling her privacy intruded upon and an unrefined
effusiveness shown.
“I just feel as if she was beginning not to care about us at all, Betty,” she said. “I couldn’t have believed it of Rosy. She was always such an affectionate girl.”
“I don’t believe it now,” replied Betty sharply. “Rosy couldn’t grow hateful and stuck up. It’s that nasty Nigel I know it is.”