of any thing but ourselves at that moment. As
soon as we had unsaddled the horses, we went to the
tree and dug up the bottle into which, as agreed upon,
Mr. Browne had put a letter; informing me that he
had been most reluctantly obliged to retreat; the
water at the Depot having turned putrid, and seriously
disagreed with the men; he said that he should fall
back on the old Depot along the same line on which
we had advanced, and expressed his fears that the
water in Strzelecki’s Creek would have dried,
on the permanence of which he knew our safety depended.
Under present circumstances the fate of poor Bawley,
if not of more of our horses, was sealed. Mr.
Stuart and I sat down by the stockade, and as night
closed in lit a fire to guide Morgan and Mack on their
approach to the plain. They came up about 2 p.m.
having left Bawley on a little stony plain, and the
Colt on the sand ridges nearer to us, and in the confusion
and darkness had left all the provisions behind; it
therefore became necessary to send for some, as we
had not had anything for many hours. The horses
Morgan and Mack had ridden were too knocked up for
further work, but I sent the latter on my own horse
with a leather bottle that had been left behind by
the party, full of water for poor Bawley, if he should
still find him alive. Mack returned late in the
afternoon, having passed the Colt on his way to the
Depot, towards which he dragged himself with difficulty,
but Bawley was beyond recovery; he gave the poor animal
the water, however, for he was a humane man, and then
left him to die.
We had remained during the day under a scorching heat,
but could hardly venture to drink the water of the
creek without first purifying it by boiling, and as
we had no vessel until Mack should come up we had to
wait patiently for his arrival at 7 p.m. About
9 we had a damper baked, and broke our fast for the
first time for more than two days.
While sitting under a tree in the forenoon Mr. Stuart
had observed a crow pitch in the little garden we
had made, but which never benefited us, since the
sun burnt up every plant the moment it appeared above
the ground. This bird scratched for a short time
in one of the soft beds, and then flew away with something
in his bill. On going to the spot Mr. Stuart
scraped up a piece of bacon and some suet, which the
dogs of course had buried. These choice morsels
were washed and cooked, and Mr. Stuart brought me
a small piece of bacon, certainly not larger than a
dollar, which he assured me had been cut out of the
centre and was perfectly clean. I had not tasted
the bacon since February, nor did I now feel any desire
to do so, but I ate it because I thought I really wanted
it in the weak state in which I was.