we should get no water there when we returned.
We had to abandon any further attempt. The mare
had carried him God knows where, and we had to desist
from our melancholy and unsuccessful search.
Ah! who can tell his place of rest, far in the mulga’s
shade? or where his drooping courser, bending low,
all feebly foaming fell? I may here remark, that
when we relinquished the search, Gibson’s tracks
were going in the direction of, though not straight
to, the dry ridges that Jimmy and I visited in February.
These were now in sight, and no doubt Gibson imagined
they were the Rawlinson Range, and he probably ended
his life amongst them. It was impossible for
us to go there now; I had difficulty enough to get
away from them when I purposely visited them.
We now made a straight line for the western end of
the Rawlinson, and continued travelling until nearly
morning, and did not stop till the edge of Lake Christopher
was reached. This was the fifth night from water,
and the horses were only just able to crawl, and we
camped about ten miles from the Circus, we hoped to
get water for them there. During our night march,
before reaching the lake—that is, owing
to the horses we were driving running along them,
away from our line—we crossed and saw the
tracks of the two loose horses, Badger and Darkie;
they were making too southerly ever to reach the Rawlinson.
Where these two unfortunate brutes wandered to and
died can never be known, for it would cost the lives
of men simply to ascertain.
On reaching the Circus next morning, the 8th, there
was only mud and slime, and we had to go so slowly
on, until we reached the Gorge of Tarns very late,
reaching the depot still later. I was almost more
exhausted now than when I walked into it last.
Jimmy was all right with the little dog, and heartily
glad at our return, as he thought it was the end of
our troubles. Jimmy was but young, and to be left
alone in such a lonely spot, with the constant dread
of hostile attacks from the natives, would not be
pleasant for any one. Our stock of poor old Terrible
Billy was all but gone, and it was necessary to kill
another horse. Mr. Tietkens and Jimmy had partially
erected another smoke-house, and to-morrow we must
work at it again. The affairs of the dead must
give place to those of the living. I could not
endure the thought of leaving Gibson’s last
resting-place unknown, although Bunyan says, “Wail
not for the dead, for they have now become the companions
of the immortals.” As I have said, my mind
could not rest easy without making another attempt
to discover Gibson; but now that the Circus water
was gone, it would be useless to go from here without
some other water between, for where we left his tracks
was seventy miles away, and by the time we could get
back to them it would be time to return. In the
early part of the day we got sticks and logs, and
erected a portion of the smoke-house, while Jimmy got
the horses. I then determined to go with Mr.