but no rain; thermometer 106 degrees. On returning
to camp, we were told that the water was rapidly failing,
it becoming fine by degrees and beautifully less.
At night the heavens were illuminated for hours by
the most wonderful lightnings; it was, I suppose,
too distant to permit the sound of thunder to be heard.
On the 8th we made sure that rain would fall, the
night and morning were very hot. We had clouds,
thunder, lightning, thermometer 112 degrees and every
mortal disagreeable thing we wanted; so how could we
expect rain? but here, thanks to Moses, or Pharaoh,
or Providence, or the rocks, we were not troubled
with ants. The next day we cleared out; the water
was gone, so we went also. The thermometer was
110 degrees in the shade when we finally left these
miserable hills. We steered away again for Fort
Mueller, via the Lightning Rock, which was forty-five
miles away. We traversed a country nearly all
scrub, passing some hills and searching channels and
gullies as we went. We only got over twenty-one
miles by night; I had been very unwell for the last
three or four days, and to-day I was almost too ill
to sit on my horse; I had fever, pains all over, and
a splitting headache. The country being all scrub,
I was compelled as usual to ride with a bell on my
stirrup. Jingle jangle all day long; what with
heat, fever, and the pain I was in, and the din of
that infernal bell, I really thought it no sin to
wish myself out of this world, and into a better, cooler,
and less noisy one, where not even:—
“To heavenly harps the angelic
choir,
Circling the throne of the
eternal King;”
should:—
“With hallowed lips and holy
fire,
Rejoice their hymns of praise
to sing;”
which revived in my mind vague opinions with regard
to our notions of heaven. If only to sit for
ever singing hymns before Jehovah’s throne is
to be the future occupation of our souls, it is doubtful
if the thought should be so pleasing, as the opinions
of Plato and other philosophers, and which Addison
has rendered to us thus:—
“Eternity, thou pleasing,
dreadful thought,
Through what variety of untried
being,
Through what new scenes and
changes must we pass
The wide, the unbounded prospect
lies before me,” etc.
But I am trenching upon debatable ground, and have
no desire to enter an argument upon the subject.
It is doubtless better to believe the tenets taught
us in our childhood, than to seek at mature age to
unravel a mystery which it is self-evident the Great
Creator never intended that man in this state of existence
should become acquainted with. However, I’ll
say no more on such a subject, it is quite foreign
to the matter of my travels, and does not ease my fever
in any way—in fact it rather augments it.