The Belton Estate eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 582 pages of information about The Belton Estate.

The Belton Estate eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 582 pages of information about The Belton Estate.

‘Yes, certainly; I think that,’ said Aylmer.  He was one of those men who consider themselves entitled to see, hear, and know every little detail of a woman’s conduct, as a consequence of the circumstances of his engagement, and who consider themselves shorn of their privilege if anything be kept back.  If any gentleman had said a soft word to Clara eight years ago, that soft word ought to be repeated to him now. lam afraid that these particular gentlemen sometimes hear some fibs; and I often wonder that their own early passages in the tournays of love do not warn them that it must be so.  When James has sat deliciously through all the moonlit night with his arm round Mary’s waist and afterwards sees Mary led to the altar by John, does it not occur to him that some John may have also sat with his arm round Anna’s waist that Anna whom he is leading to the altar?  These things should not be inquired into too curiously; but the curiosity of some men on such matters has no end.  For the most part, women like telling only they do not choose to be pressed beyond their own modes of utterance.  ’I should like to know that I have your full confidence,’ said he.

‘You have got my full confidence,’ she replied.

‘I mean that you should tell me anything that there is to be told.’

’It was only this, that I had learned to love you before I thought that my love would be returned.’

‘Oh was that it?’ said Captain Aylmer, in a tone which seemed to imply something like disappointment.

’Yes.  Fred; that was It.  And how could I, under such circumstances, trust myself to be gentle with you, or to look to you for assistance?  How could I guess then all that I know now?’

‘Of course you couldn’t.’

’And therefore I was driven to be harsh.  My aunt used to speak to me about it.’

’I don’t wonder at that, for she was very anxious that we should be married.’

Clara for a moment felt herself to be uncomfortable as she heard these words, half perceiving that they implied some instigation on the part of Mrs Winterfield.  Could it be that Captain Aylmer’s offer had been made in obedience to a promise?  ‘Did you know of her anxiety?’ she asked.

’Well yes; that is to say, I guessed it.  It was natural enough that the same idea should come to her and to me too.  Of course, seeing us so much thrown together, she could not but think of our being married as a chance upon the cards.’

’She used to tell me that I was harsh to you abrupt, she called it.  But what could I do?  I’ll tell you, Fred, how I first found out that I really cared for you.  What I tell you now is of course a secret; and I should speak of it to no one under any circumstances but those which unite us two together.  My Cousin Will, when he was at Belton, made me an offer.’

’He did, did he?  You did not tell me that when you were saying all those fine things in his praise in the railway carriage.’

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