a life before her marriage, to feel that he was bargaining for the privilege of being rid of her, to know that the Aylmer people were arranging that he, if he would marry her, should be as little troubled with his wife as possible all this had been very grievous to her.  She had tried to console herself by the conviction that Lady Aylmer not Frederic had been the sinner; but even in that consolation there had been the terrible flaw that the words had come to her written by Frederic’s hand.  Could Will Belton have written such a letter to his future wife?

In her present emergency she must be guided by her own judgment or her own instincts not by any edicts from Aylmer Park!  If in what she might do she should encounter the condemnation of Captain Aylmer, she would answer him she would be driven to answer him by counter-condemnation of him and his mother.  Let it be so.  Anything would be better than a mean, truckling subservience to the imperious mistress of Aylmer Park.

But what should she do as regarded Mrs Askerton?  That the story was true she was beginning to believe.  That there was some such history was made certain to her by the promise which Mrs Askerton had given her.

’If you want to ask any questions, and will ask them of me, I will answer them.’  Such a promise would not have been volunteered unless there was something special to be told.  It would be best, perhaps, to demand from Mrs Askerton the fulfilment of this promise.  But then in doing so she must own from whence her information had come.  Mrs Askerton had told her that the ‘communication’ would be made by her Cousin Will.  Her Cousin Will had gone away without a word of Mrs Askerton, and now the ‘communication’ had come from Captain Aylmer!

The Monday and Tuesday were rainy days, and the rain was some excuse for her not going to the cottage.  On the Wednesday her father was ill, and his illness made a further excuse for her remaining at home.  But on the Wednesday evening there came a note to her from Mrs Askerton.  ’You naughty girl, why do you not come to me?  Colonel Askerton has been away since yesterday morning, and I am forgetting the sound of my own voice.  I did not trouble you when your divine cousin was here for reasons; but unless you come to me now I shall think that his divinity has prevailed.  Colonel Askerton is in Ireland, about some property, and will not be back till next week.’

Clara sent back a promise by the messenger, and on the following morning she put on her hat and shawl, and started on her dreaded task.  When she left the house she had not even yet quite made up her mind what she would do.  At first she put her lover’s letter into her pocket, so that she might have it for reference; but, on second thoughts, she replaced it in her desk, dreading lest she might be persuaded into showing or reading some part of it.  There had come a sharp frost after the rain, and the ground was hard and dry.  In order that she might gain