Plaistow Hall was already odious to him, and he longed to be back at Belton, which he had left only that morning.  Yes, on that very morning she had brought to him his coffee, looking sweetly into his face so sweetly as she ministered to him.  And he might then well have said one word more in pleading his suit, if he had not been too awkward to know what that word should be.  And was it not his own awkwardness that had brought him to this state of misery?  What right had he to suppose that any girl should fall in love with such a one as he at first sight without a moment’s notice to her own heart?  And then, when he had her there, almost in his arms, why had he let her go without kissing her?  It seemed to him now that if he might have once kissed her, even that would have been a comfort to him in his present affliction.  ‘D tion!’ he said at last, as he jumped to his feet and kicked the chair on one side, and threw the pipe among the ashes.  I trust it will be understood that he addressed himself, and not his lady-love, in this uncivil way ‘D tion!’ Then when the chair had been well kicked out of his way, he took himself up to bed.  I wonder whether Clara’s heart would have been hardened or softened towards him had she heard the oath, and understood all the thoughts and motives which had produced it.

On the next morning poor Mary Belton was too ill to come down-stairs; and as her brother spent his whole day out upon the farm, remaining among reapers and wheat stacks till nine o’clock in the evening, nothing was said about Clara on that day.  Then there came a Sunday, and it was a matter of course that the subject of which they both were thinking should be discussed.  Will went to church, and, as was their custom on Sundays, they dined immediately on his return.  Then, as the afternoon was very warm, he took her out to a favourite seat she had in the garden, and it became impossible that they could longer abstain.

‘And you really mean to go again at Christmas?’ she asked.

‘Certainly I shall I promised.’

‘Then I am sure you will.’

’And I must go from time to time because of the land I have taken.  Indeed there seems to be an understanding that I am to manage the property for Mr Amedroz.’

‘And does she wish you to go?’

‘Yes she says so.’

’Girls, I believe, think sometimes that men are indifferent in their love.  They suppose that a man can forget it at once when he is not accepted, and that things can go on just as before.’

‘I suppose she thinks so of me,’ said Belton wofully.

’She must either think that, or else be willing to give herself the chance of learning to like you better.’

‘There’s nothing of that, I’m sure.  She’s as true as steel.’

’But she would hardly want you to go there unless she thought you might overcome either your love or her indifference.  She would not wish you to be there that you might be miserable.’