But shortly thereafter he was in an English temperance hotel, sitting still, almost weeping with the longing to see Morton.  He walked abroad, feeling like an intruder on the lively night crowd; in a tap-room he drank a glass of English porter and tried to make himself believe that he was acquainted with the others in the room, to which theory they gave but little support.  All this while his loneliness shadowed him.

Of that loneliness one could make many books; how it sat down with him; how he crouched in his chair, be-spelled by it, till he violently rose and fled, with loneliness for companion in his flight.  He was lonely.  He sighed that he was “lonely as fits.”  Lonely—­the word obsessed him.  Doubtless he was a bit mad, as are all the isolated men who sit in distant lands longing for the voices of friendship.

Next morning he hastened to take the train for Oxford to get away from his loneliness, which lolled evilly beside him in the compartment.  He tried to convey to a stodgy North Countryman his interest in the way the seats faced each other.  The man said “Oh aye?” insultingly and returned to his Manchester newspaper.

Feeling that he was so offensive that it was a matter of honor for him to keep his eyes away, Mr. Wrenn dutifully stared out of the door till they reached Oxford.

There is a calm beauty to New College gardens.  There is, Mr. Wrenn observed, “something simply slick about all these old quatrangleses,” crossed by summering students in short flappy gowns.  But he always returned to his exile’s room, where he now began to hear the new voice of shapeless nameless Fear—­fear of all this alien world that didn’t care whether he loved it or not.

He sat thinking of the cattle-boat as a home which he had loved but which he would never see again.  He had to use force on himself to keep from hurrying back to Liverpool while there still was time to return on the same boat.

No!  He was going to “stick it out somehow, and get onto the hang of all this highbrow business.”

Then he said:  “Oh, darn it all.  I feel rotten.  I wish I was dead!”

“Those, sir, are the windows of the apartment once occupied by Walter Pater,” said the cultured American after whom he was trailing.  Mr. Wrenn viewed them attentively, and with shame remembered that he didn’t know who Walter Pater was.  But—­oh yes, now he remembered; Walter was the guy that ’d murdered his whole family.  So, aloud, “Well, I guess Oxford’s sorry Walt ever come here, all right.”

“My dear sir, Mr. Pater was the most immaculate genius of the nineteenth century,” lectured Dr. Mittyford, the cultured American, severely.

Mr. Wrenn had met Mittyford, Ph.D., near the barges; had, upon polite request, still more politely lent him a match, and seized the chance to confide in somebody.  Mittyford had a bald head, neat eye-glasses, a fair family income, a chatty good-fellowship at the Faculty Club, and a chilly contemptuousness in his rhetoric class-room at Leland Stanford, Jr., University.  He wrote poetry, which he filed away under the letter “P” in his letter-file.