“Do I look thus?” asked the soldier, with a voice of surprise.
“Often.”
“I knew it not,” replied Lorenzo Bezan, somewhat earnestly.
“It seems a mystery to me that General Bezan, honored by the queen, with a purse well filled with gold, and promoted beyond all precedent in his profession, should not rather smile than frown; but perhaps there is some reason for grief in your heart, and possibly I am careless, and probing to the quick a wound that may yet be fresh.”
The soldier breathed an involuntary sigh, but said nothing.
“Yes. I see now that I have annoyed you, and should apologize,” she said.
“Nay, not so; you have been more than a friend to me; you have been an instructress in gentle refinement and all that is lovely in your sex, and I should but poorly repay such consideration and kindness, were I not to confide in you all my thoughts.”
The countess could not imagine what was coming. She turned pale, and then a blush stole over her beautiful features, betraying how deeply interested she was.
“I hope, general,” she said, “that if there is aught in which a person like myself might offer consolation or advice to you, it may be spoken without reserve.”
“Ah, countess, how can I ever repay such a debt as you put me under by this very touching kindness, this most sisterly consideration towards me?”
There was a moment’s pause in which the eyes of both rested upon the floor.
“You say that I am sad at times. I had thought your brilliant conversation and gentleness of character had so far made me forget that I no longer looked sad. But it is not so. You, so rich in wealth and position, have never known a want, have never received a slight, have never been insulted at heart for pride’s sake. Lady, I have loved a being, so much like yourself, that I have often dreamed of you together. A being all pure and beautiful, with but one sad alley in her sweet character-pride. I saw her while yet most humble in rank. I served herself and father and brother, even to saving their lives; I was promoted, and held high honor with my command; but she was rich, and her father high in lordly honors and associations. I was but a poor soldier; what else might I expect but scorn if I dared to love her? But, countess, you are ill,” said the soldier, observing her pallid features and quick coming and going breath.
“Only a temporary illness; it is already gone,” she said. “Pray go on.”
“And yet I believe she loved me also though the pride of her heart choked the growth of the tendrils of affection. Maddened by the insults of a rival, who was far above me in rank, I challenged him, and for this was banished from the island where she lives. Do you wonder that I am sometimes sad at these recollections? that my full heart will sometimes speak in my face?”
“Nay, it is but natural,” answered the countess, with a deep sigh.