’You may suppose that as time approaches for Codrington and Bice to arrive, and for our move to Norfolk Island, I am somewhat anxious, and have very much to do. Indeed, the Norfolk Island people do sadly want help.
’Your affectionate Brother.
’J. C. P.
’P. S.—You may tell your boys at night school, if you think it well, that no Melanesian I ever had here would be so ungentlemanly as to throw stones or make a row when a lady was present.’
’St. Matthias Day, 1867.
’My dearest Joan and Fan,—The beginning of the seventh year of my Bishop’s life! How quickly the time has gone, and a good deal seems to have taken place, and yet (though some experience has been gained) but little sense have I of real improvement in my own self, of “pressing onwards,” and daily struggles against faults. But for some persons it is dangerous to talk of such things, and I am such a person. It would tend to make me unreal, and my words would be unreal, and soon my thoughts and life would become unreal too. I am conscious of very, very much that is very wrong, and would astonish many of even those who know me best, but I must use this consciousness, and not talk about it any more.
’I am in harness again for English work. How can I refuse? I am writing now between two English services.
’Indeed, no adequate provision is made here for married clergymen with families; £300 a year is starvation at present prices. Men can’t live on it; and who can work vigorously with the thought ever present to him, “When I die, what of my wife and family?” What is to be done?
’I solve the difficulty in Melanesian work by saying, “Use Melanesians.” I tell people plainly, “I don’t want white men.”
’I sum it all up thus: They cost about ten times as much as the Melanesian (literally), and but a very small proportion do the work as well.
’I was amused at some things in your December letters. How things do unintentionally get exaggerated! I went up into the tree-house by a very good ladder of bamboos and supple-jacks, quite as easily as one goes up the rigging of a ship, and my ten days at Bauro were spent among a people whose language I know, and where my life was as safe and everybody was as disposed to be friendly as if I had been in your house at Weston. But, of course, it is all “missionary hardships and trials.” I don’t mean that you talk in this way.
’Our first instalment of scholars with Messrs. Atkin and Brooke will go off (D.V.) about March 21. Then my house is taken down; the boys who now live in it having been sent off: and on the schooner’s return about April 15, another set of things, books, houses, &c. Probably a third trip will be necessary, and then about May 5 or 6 I hope to go. It will be somewhat trying at the end. But I bargain for all this, which of course constitutes my hardest and most trying business. The special Mission work, as most people would regard it, is as nothing in comparison. Good-bye, and God bless you.