No doubt these words were founded on those heartfelt assurances which stirred his very soul within him that his own father had never for a moment regretted or mourned over the gift unto the Lord, which had indeed been costly, but had been returned, ’good measure, pressed together, and flowing over,’ in blessing! can I grieve and sorrow about my dear dear Father’s blessed end?’ are the words in a letter to myself written on the 19th. It further contained thanks for a photograph of Hursley Church spire and Vicarage, which had been taken one summer afternoon, at the desire of Dr. Moberly (the present Bishop of Salisbury), and of which I had begged a copy for him. ’I shall like the photograph of Hursley Vicarage and Church, the lawn and group upon it. But most shall I like to think that Mr. Keble, and I dare say Dr. Moberly too, pray for me and this Mission. I need the prayers of all good people indeed.’ I quote this sentence because it led to a correspondence with both Mr. Keble and Dr. Moberly, which was equally prized by the holy and humble men of heart who wrote and received the letters:—
’St. Andrew’s, Kohimarama: November 20, 1861.
’Thank you, my dearest Sophy, for your loving letters, and all your love and devotion to him.
’I fear I do not write to those two dear sisters of mine as they and you all expect and wish. I long to pour it all out; I get great relief in talking, as at Taurarua I can talk to the dear Judge and Lady Martin. She met me with a warm loving kiss that was intended to be as home-like as possible, and for a minute I could not speak, and then said falteringly, “It has been all one great mercy to the end. I have heard at Norfolk Island.” But I feel it still pent up to a great extent, and yet I have a great sense of relief. I fancy I almost hear sometimes the laboured breathing, the sudden stop—the “thanks be to God, he has entered into his rest.”
’What his letters are, I cannot even fully say to another, perhaps never fully realise myself.
’As I write, the tears come, for it needs but a little to bring them now, though I suppose the world without thinks that I “bear up,” and go on bravely.