Well, he got worse and worse, and sometimes when I went there he didn’t know me, being out of his head or kind of dopy with the doctor’s stuff, the shadow being over him, as Irish people say. One night he was that low that I got scared, and I waylaid the contract surgeon as he came out.
“Doctor,” I said, “it’s all up with Benny, ain’t it?”
“He’ll never hear reveille no more,” he says.
I got my blanket and lay outside the door, it being against regulations for any of us to be in the field-hospital after taps. But the orderly said he’d call me if Benny was to wake up before the end, and the doctor promised me I might go in. Sure enough, I was called somewheres along of four o’clock and the orderly led me inside the tent to Benny’s cot. There was no light but a candle in a bottle, and I held it in my hand and bent over and looked in Benny’s face. He was himself all right, and he put his cold, sweaty hand in mine and pressed it.
“Do you know me, old man?” I said. “Do you know me?”
“Good-bye, Bill,” he said, and then, as I leaned over him, his voice being that low and faint—he whispered: “Billy, I guess you’ll have to rustle for another chum!”
Them was his last words and he said them with a kind of a smile, like he was happy and didn’t give a damn to live. Then the little life he had left went out. The orderly looked at his watch, and then wrote the time on a slate after Benny’s regimental number and the word: “died.” This was about all the epitaph he got, though we buried him properly in the morning and gave him the usual send-off. Then his effects was auctioned off in front of the captain’s tent, a nickel for this, ten cents for that—a soldier hasn’t much at any time, you know, and on the march less than a little—and five-sixty about covered the lot. There was quite a rush for the picture of his best girl, but I bought it in, along with one of his Ma and a one-pound Hotchkiss shell and the hilt of a Spanish officer’s sword; and when I had laid them away in my haversack and had borrowed a sheet of paper and an envelope from the commissary sergeant to write to Benny’s mother, it came over me what a little place a man fills in the world and how things go on much the same without him.