no man ever glances at them twice. It is such
misery as that which I dread for you, Helen, and why
I am talking to you. There is no reason why you
should take upon you such sorrows; you have a clear
head, and you can think for yourself and make up your
mind about things if you only won’t blind yourself
by foolish sentimentality. You have been brought
up to a certain station in life, and no man has a
right to offer himself to you unless he can maintain
you in that station. There is really no scarcity
of such men, Helen, and you’d have no trouble
in finding one. There are hundreds of men in
New York who are worth millions, and who would fling
themselves and their wealth at your feet if you would
have them. And you would find such a difference
between the opportunities of pleasure and command
that such a chance would give you and the narrow life
that you lead in this little town that you would wonder
how you could ever have been satisfied. It is
difficult for you to realize what I mean, my dear,
because you have only a schoolgirl’s knowledge
of life and its pleasures, but when you are in the
world, and have learned what power is, and what it
means to possess such beauty as yours, you will feel
your heart swelling with a new pleasure, and you will
thank me for what I tell you. I have figured
a wonderful triumph for you, Helen, and it is time
you knew what is before you. Of what use is your
beauty, if you do not carry it into a wide enough
sphere, where it can bring you the admiration and
homage you deserve? You need such a field, Helen,
to discover your own powers in; believe me, my dear,
there is really a higher ambition in the world than
to be a country clergyman’s daughter.”
“Is there any higher than being happy, Auntie?”
asked Helen.
The importance of that observation was beyond the
other’s ken, as indeed it was beyond Helen’s
also; she had thrown it out as a chance remark.
“Mr. Roberts and I were talking about this last
night,” went on Aunt Polly, “and he told
me that I ought to talk seriously to you about it,
and get you to realize what a golden future is before
you. For it is really true, Helen, as sure as
you can trust what I know about the world, that you
can have absolutely anything that you want. That
is the long and short of the matter—anything
that you want! And why should you not have the
very best that life can give you? Why should
you have to know that other people dwell in finer houses
than yours, and are free from cares that make you
ill? Why should you have the humiliation of being
looked down upon and scorned by other people?
Are these other people more entitled to luxury than
you, or more able to enjoy it; or could anyone do
it more honor than you? You are beautiful beyond
telling; you have every gift that a woman can ask
to complete enjoyment of life; you are perfect, Helen,
you are really perfect! You must know
that; you must say it to yourself when you are alone,
and know that your life ought to be a queenly triumph.
You have only to stretch out your arms and everything
will come to you; and there is really and truly no
end to the happiness you can taste.”