I was afraid of her importuning Madame Ailesbury,
who has a vast deal to see and do, and, therefore,
I prepared Madame du Deffand, and told her Lady Ailesbury
loves amusements, and that, having never been at Paris
before, she must not confine her: so you must
pay for both—and it will answer: and-
I do not, I own, ask this Only for Madame du Deffand’s
sake, but for my own, and a little for yours.
Since the late King’s death she has not dared
to write to me freely, and I want to know the present
state of ’France exactly, both to satisfy my
Own curiosity, and for her sake, as- I wish to learn
whether her, pension,
etc. is in any danger from
the present ministry, some of whom are not her friends.
She can tell you a great deal if she will—by
that I don’t mean that she is reserved, or partial
to, her Own country against ours—quite
the contrary; she loves me better than all France
together—but she hates politics; and therefore,
to make her talk on it, you must tell her it is to
satisfy me, and that I want to know whether she is
well at court, whether she has any fears from the
government, particularly Maurepas and Nivernois:
and that I am eager to have Monsieur do Choiseul and
ma grandmaman, the Duchess, restored to power.
If you take it on this foot easily, she will talk
to you with the utmost frankness and with amazing
cleverness. I have told her you are strangely
absent, and that, if she does not repeat it over and
over, you will forget every syllable; so I have prepared
her to joke and be quite familiar with you at once.(133)
She knows more of personal characters, and paints
them better, than any body: but let this be between
ourselves, for I would not have a living soul suspect,
that I get any intelligence from her, which would hurt
her; and, therefore, I beg you not to let any human
being know of this letter, nor of your conversation
with her, neither English nor French.
Madame du Deffand hates les philosophes; so you must
give them up to her. She and Madame Geoffrin
are no friends: so, if you go thither, don’t
tell her of it. Indeed, you would be sick of
that house, whither all pretended beaux esprits and
faux savants go, and where they are very impertinent
and dogmatic.
Let me give you one other caution, which I shall give
to Lady Ailesbury too. Take care of your papers
at Paris, and have a very strong lock to your porte-feuille.
In the h`otels garnis they have double keys to every
lock, and examine every drawer and paper of the English
they can get at. They will pilfer, too, whatever
they can. I was robbed of half my clothes there
the first time, and they wanted to hang poor Louis
to save the people of the house who had stolen the
things.
Here is another thing I must say. Madame du
Deffand has kept a great many of my letters, and,
as she is very old, I am in pain about them.
I have written to her to beg she will deliver them
up to you to bring back to me, and I trust she Will.(134)
If she does, be so good to take great care of them.
If she does not mention them, tell her before you
come away, that I begged you to bring them; and if
she hesitates, convince her how it would hurt me to
have letters written in very bad French, and mentioning
several people, both French and English, fall into
bad hands, and, perhaps, be printed.