you up to look for it, and, alas, he taught you to
look for nothing else; it has not been your fault,
and I’m not blaming you—I’m
not maning to blame you, my own brother, for you are
my own”—and she turned round in the
bed and shed tears upon his hand, and kissed it.—“But
gold, and land, will never make you happy,—no,
not all the gold of England, nor all the land the
old kings ever had could make you happy, av the heart
was bad within you. You’ll have it all
now, Barry, or mostly all. You’ll have what
you think the old man wronged you of; you’ll
have it with no one to provide for but yourself, with
no one to trouble you, no one to thwart you. But
oh, Barry, av it’s in your heart that that can
make you happy—there’s nothing before
you but misery—and death—and
hell.” Barry shook like a child in the
clutches of its master—“Yes, Barry;
misery and death, and all the tortures of the damned.
It’s to save you from this, my own brother,
to try and turn your heart from that foul love of money,
that your sister is now speaking to you from her grave.—Oh,
Barry! try and cure it. Learn to give to others,
and you’ll enjoy what you have yourself.—Learn
to love others, and then you’ll know what it
is to be loved yourself. Try, try to soften that
hard heart. Marry at once, Barry, at once, before
you’re older and worse to cure; and you’ll
have children, and love them; and when you feel, as
feel you must, that the money is clinging round your
soul, fling it from you, and think of the last words
your sister said to you.”
The sweat was now running down the cheeks of the wretched
man, for the mixed rebuke and prayer of his sister
had come home to him, and touched him; but it was
neither with pity, with remorse, nor penitence.
No; in that foul heart there was no room, even for
remorse; but he trembled with fear as he listened
to her words, and, falling on his knees, swore to
her that he would do just as she would have him.
“If I could but think,” continued she,
“that you would remember what I am saying—”
“Oh, I will, Anty: I will—indeed,
indeed, I will!”
“If I could believe so, Barry—I’d
die happy and in comfort, for I love you better than
anything on earth;” and again she pressed his
hot red hand—“but oh, brother!
I feel for you:—you never kneel before the
altar of God—you’ve no priest to move
the weight of sin from your soul—and how
heavy that must be! Do you remember, Barry; it’s
but a week or two ago and you threatened to kill me
for the sake of our father’s money? you wanted
to put me in a mad-house; you tried to make me mad
with fear and cruelty; me, your sister; and I never
harmed or crossed you. God is now doing what
you threatened; a kind, good God is now taking me
to himself, and you will get what you so longed for
without more sin on your conscience; but it’ll
never bless you, av you’ve still the same wishes
in your heart, the same love of gold—the
same hatred of a fellow-creature.”