After the first full and unreserved interchange of
our souls’ best feelings, our conversation turned
upon lighter topics; and I took an opportunity to
produce the fruit of my application since we had parted.
Never shall I forget the surprise and delight that
animated her beautiful countenance when first she
gazed upon the miniature. The likeness was perfect,
even to the minutest shading of her costume; and so
forcibly and even childishly did this strike her,
that it was with difficulty I could persuade her she
was not gazing on some peculiar description of mirror
that reflected back her living image. She expressed
a strong desire to retain it; and to this I readily
assented: stipulating only to retain it until
my next visit, in order that I might take an exact
copy for myself. With a look of the fondest love,
accompanied by a pressure on mine of lips that distilled
dewy fragrance where they rested, she thanked me for
a gift which she said would remind her, in absence,
of the fidelity with which her features had been engraven
on my heart. She admitted, moreover, with a sweet
blush, that she herself had not been idle. Although
her pencil could not call up my image in the same
manner, her pen had better repaid her exertions; and,
in return for the portrait, she would give me a letter
she had written to beguile her loneliness on the preceding
day. As she spoke she drew a sealed packet from
the bosom of her dress, and placing it in my hand,
desired me not to read it until I had returned to
my home. But there was an expression of sweet
confusion in her lovely countenance, and a trepidation
in her manner, that, half disclosing the truth, rendered
me utterly impatient of the delay imposed; and eagerly
breaking the seal, I devoured rather than read its
contents.
“Accursed madness of recollection!” pursued
Wacousta, again striking his brow violently with his
hand,—“why is it that I ever feel
thus unmanned while recurring to those letters?
Oh! Clara de Haldimar, never did woman pen to
man such declarations of tenderness and attachment
as that too dear but faithless letter of your mother
contained. Words of fire, emanating from the guilelessness
of innocence, glowed in every line; and yet every sentence
breathed an utter unconsciousness of the effect those
words were likely to produce. Mad, wild, intoxicated,
I read the letter but half through; and, as it fell
from my trembling hand, my eye turned, beaming with
the fires of a thousand emotions, upon that of the
worshipped writer. That glance was more than
her own could meet. A new consciousness seemed
to be stirred up in her soul. Her eye dropped
beneath its long and silken fringe—her
cheek became crimson—her bosom heaved—and,
all confidingness, she sank her head upon my chest,
which heaved scarcely less wildly than her own.