life, for which he had never felt a vocation, and
to resign all connection with a government by which
he felt himself very badly, treated. Moody, wrathful,
disappointed, ruined, and calumniated, he would no
longer keep terms with King or Duchess. He had
griefs of long standing against the whole of the royal
family. He had never forgiven the Emperor for
refusing him, when young, the appointment of chamberlain.
He had served Philip long and faithfully, but he had
never received a stiver of salary or “merced,”
notwithstanding all his work as state councillor, as
admiral, as superintendent in Spain; while his younger
brother had long been in receipt of nine or ten thousand
florins yearly. He had spent four hundred thousand
florins in the King’s service; his estates were
mortgaged to their full value; he had been obliged
to sell, his family plate. He had done his best
in Tourney to serve the Duchess, and he had averted
the “Sicilian vespers,” which had been
imminent at his arrival. He had saved the Catholics
from a general massacre, yet he heard nevertheless
from Montigny, that all his actions were distorted
in Spain, and his motives blackened. His heart
no longer inclined him to continue in Philip’s
service, even were he furnished with the means of doing
so. He had instructed his secretary, Alonzo de
la Loo, whom he had despatched many months previously
to Madrid, that he was no longer to press his master’s
claims for a “merced,” but to signify that
he abandoned all demands and resigned all posts.
He could turn hermit for the rest of his days, as
well as the Emperor Charles. If he had little,
he could live upon little. It was in this sense
that he spoke to Margaret of Parma, to Assonleville,
to all around him. It was precisely in this strain
and temper that he wrote to Philip, indignantly defending
his course at Tourney, protesting against the tortuous
conduct of the Duchess, and bluntly declaring that
he would treat no longer with ladies upon matters which
concerned a man’s honor.
Thus, smarting under a sense of gross injustice, the
Admiral expressed himself in terms which Philip was
not likely to forgive. He had undertaken the
pacification of Tournay, because it was Montigny’s
government, and he had promised his services whenever
they should be requisite. Horn was a loyal and
affectionate brother, and it is pathetic to find him
congratulating Montigny on being, after all, better
off in Spain than in the Netherlands. Neither
loyalty nor the sincere Catholicism for which Montigny
at this period commended Horn in his private letters,
could save the two brothers from the doom which was
now fast approaching.
Thus Horn, blind as Egmont—not being aware
that a single step beyond implicit obedience had created
an impassable gulf between Philip and himself—resolved
to meet his destiny in sullen retirement. Not
an entirely disinterested man, perhaps, but an honest
one, as the world went, mediocre in mind, but brave,
generous, and direct of purpose, goaded by the shafts
of calumny, hunted down by the whole pack which fawned
upon power as it grew more powerful, he now retreated
to his “desert,” as he called his ruined
home at Weert, where he stood at bay, growling defiance
at the Regent, at Philip, at all the world.