The Story of Julia Page eBook

Kathleen Norris
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 534 pages of information about The Story of Julia Page.

The Story of Julia Page eBook

Kathleen Norris
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 534 pages of information about The Story of Julia Page.

All these things went confusedly through Jim’s mind, as he sat at his club window, staring blankly down at the dreary summer twilight in the street.  The club was a temporary wooden building, roomy and comfortable enough, but facing on all four sides the devastation of the great earthquake.  Here and there a small brick building stood in the ashy waste, and on the top of Nob Hill the outline of the big Fairmont Hotel rose boldly against the gloom.  But, for the most part, the rising hills showed only one ruined brick foundation after another, broken flights of stone steps leading down to broken sidewalks, twisted, discoloured railings smothered in rank, dry grass.  Through this wreckage cable cars moved, brightly lighted, and loaded with passengers, and to-night, in the dusk, a steady wind was blowing, raising clouds of fine, blinding dust.

Jim stared at it all heavily, his mind strangely attuned to the dreary prospect.  He felt puzzled and confused; he wanted to see Julia again, to have her forgive and comfort him.  When he thought of the old times, of the devotion and tenderness he had taken so much for granted, a sort of sickness seized him; he could have groaned aloud.  Only one thought was intolerable:  that she would not forgive him, and let him make up to her for the lost years, and show her how deeply he loved her still!

He mused upon the exactions she might make, the advantages that would appeal to her.  Not jewels—­she must have more jewels now than she would ever wear, safely stored away somewhere.  He remembered giving her a certain chain of pearls, with a blinding vision of the white young throat they encircled, and the kiss he had set there with the gift.  No, jewels were for such as Senta, not for grave, stately Julia.

Nor would position tempt her.  She was too wise to long for it; the glory of a London season meant nothing to her; position was only a word.  She was happier in the Shotwell Street house, clipping roses on a foggy morning; she was happier far when she scrambled over the rough trails of the mountain with Richie than ever London could make her.  Position and wealth might have their value for Ivy, but Julia cared as little as a bird for either.

And now it came to him that she was infinitely more fine, more beautiful, and more clever than Senta, and that her pure and fragrant freshness, her simple directness, her candid likes and dislikes, would make Ivy seem no more than a jaded sophist, a quoter of mere words, a worshipper of empty form.

To have Julia in London!  To take her about, her bright face dimpling in the shadow of a flowered hat, or framed in furs, or to see her at the tea table, a shining slipper showing under the flowing lines of her gown, the lovely child beside her, at once enhancing and rivalling the mother’s beauty—­Jim’s heart ached with the pain and rapture of the dream.

He was roused by Richie, who came limping into the club library, and over whose tired face came a bright smile at the sight of Jim.

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