“Well,” Miss Toland said, somewhat distressed, “of course, I’d rather walk into a bull fight than advise—”
“I know you would,” Julia hastened to assure her. “That’s why I’ve been talking,” she added, “and it’s been a real relief! Don’t think I’m complaining, Aunt Sanna—”
“No, my dear,” Miss Toland said. “I’ll never think anything that isn’t good of you, Julie,” she went on. “If Jim Studdiford is so selfish as to—to make his wife unhappy for those very facts that made him first love her and choose her, well, I think the less of Jim, that’s all! Now give me a kiss, and we’ll go and pick out something for Barbara’s boy!”
“Well, it may be a pretty safe general rule not to discuss your husband with your women friends,” Julia said gayly. “But I feel as if this talk had taken a load off my heart! In books, of course,” she went on, “the little governess can marry the young earl, and step right into noble, not to say royal, circles, with perfect calm. But in real life, she has an occasional misgiving. I never can quite forget that Jim was a ten-year-old princeling, with a pony and a tutor and little velvet suits, and brushes with his little initials on them, when I was born in an O’Farrell Street flat!”
“Well, if you remember it,” said Miss Toland, in affectionate disapproval, “you’re the only person who does!”
Either the confidential chat with Miss Toland had favourably affected Julia’s point of view, or the state of affairs between Jim and herself actually brightened from that day. Julia noticed in his manner that night a certain awkward hint of reconciliation, and with it a flood of tenderness and generosity rose in her own heart, and she knew that, deeply as he had hurt her, she was ready to forgive him and to be friends again.
So a not unhappy week passed, and Julia, with more zest than she had shown in some months, began to plan a real family reunion for Thanksgiving, now only some ten days off. She wrote to the Doctor and Mrs. Toland, to the Carletons and Aunt Sanna, and to Richie, who had established himself in a little cottage on Mount Tamalpais, and who was somewhat philanthropically practising his profession there. She very carefully ordered special favours for the occasion, and selected two eligible and homeless young men from her list of acquaintances to fill out the table and to amuse Constance and Jane. Jim had to go to Sacramento on the Saturday before Thanksgiving for an important operation, but would be home again on Tuesday or Wednesday to take the head of his own table on the holiday.
Julia offered, when the Friday night before his departure came, to help him with packing. They had dined very quietly with friends that night, and found themselves at home again not very long after ten o’clock. But Jim, sinking into a chair beside the library fire, with an assortment of new magazines at his elbow, politely declined.
“Oh, no, thank you! Plenty of time for that in the morning. I don’t go until nine.”