You could not suppose I thought that you never write.
No; but I concluded you did not intend, at least yet,
to publish what you had written. As you did
intend it, I might have expected a month’s preference.
You will do me the Justice to own that I had always
rather have seen your writings than have shown you
mine; which you know are the most hasty trifles in
the world, and which, though I may be fond of the
subject when fresh, I constantly forget in a very
short time after they are published. This would
sound like affectation to others, but will not to you.
It would be affected, even to you, to say I am indifferent
to fame. I certainly am not, but I am indifferent
to almost any thing I have done to acquire it.
The greater part are mere compilations; and no wonder
they are, as you say, incorrect, when they are commonly
written with people in the room, as Richard and the
Noble Authors were. But I doubt there is a more
intrinsic fault in them: which is, that I cannot
correct them. If I write tolerably, it must
be -,it once; I can neither mend nor add. The
articles of Lord Capel and Lord Peterborough, in the
second edition of the Noble Authors, cost me more
trouble than all the rest together: and you may
perceive that the worst part of Richard, in point
of ease and style, is what relates to the papers you
gave me on Jane Shore, because it was taken on so long
afterwards, and when my impetus was chilled.
If some time or other you will take the trouble of
pointing out the inaccuracies of’ ’It,
I shall be much obliged to you: at present I shall
meddle no more with it. It has taken its fate;
nor did I mean to complain. I found it was Condemned
indeed beforehand, which was what I alluded to.
Since publication (as has happened to me before)
the success has gone beyond my expectation.
Not only at Cambridge, but here there have been people
wise enough to think me too free with the King of
Prussia!(1006) A newspaper has talked of my known
inveteracy to him. Truly, I love him as well
as I do most kings. The greater offence is my
reflection on Lord Clarendon. It is forgotten
that I had overpraised him before. Pray turn
to the new State Papers, from which, it is said, he
composed his history. You will find they are
the papers from which he did not compose his history.
And yet I admire my Lord Clarendon more than these
pretended admirers do. But I do not intend to
justify myself. I can as little satisfy those
who complain that I do not let them know what really
did happen. If this inquiry can ferret out any
truth, I shall be glad. I have picked up a few
more circumstances. I now want to know what
Perkin Warbeck’s Proclamation was, which Speed
in his history says is preserved by Bishop Leslie.
If you look in Speed, perhaps you will be able to
assist me.