with a criminal merely because I have had the pleasure
of his execution. I certainly did not see it,
nor should have been struck with more intrepidity—I
never adored heroes, whether in a cart or a triumphal
car—but there has been Such wonderful coolness
and sense in all this man’s last behaviour,
that it has made me quite inquisitive about him —not
at all pity him. I only reflect, what I have
often thought, how little connexion there is between
any man’s sense and his sensibility—so
much so, that instead of Lord Ferrers having any ascendant
over his passions, I am disposed to think, that his
drunkenness, which was supposed to heighten his ferocity,
has rather been a lucky circumstance-what might not
a creature of such capacity, and who stuck at nothing,
have done, if his abilities had not been drowned in
brandy? I will go back a little into his history.
His misfortunes, as he called them, were dated from
his marriage, though he has been guilty of horrid excesses
unconnected with Matrimony, and is even believed to
have killed a groom -,,,he died a year after receiving
a cruel beating from him. His wife, a very pretty
woman, was sister of Sir William Meredith,(55) had
no fortune, and he says, trepanned him into marriage,
having met him drunk at an assembly in the country,
and kept him so till the ceremony was over.
As he always kept himself so afterwards, one need
not impute it to her. In every other respect,
and one scarce knows how to blame her for wishing
to be a countess, her behaviour was unexceptionable.(56)
He had a mistress before and two or three children,
and her he took again after the separation from his
wife. He was fond of both and used both ill:
his wife so ill, always carrying pistols to bed, and
threatening to kill her before morning, beating her,
and jealous without provocation, that she got separated
from him by act of Parliament, which appointed receivers
of his estate in order to secure her allowance.
This he could not bear. However, he named his
steward for one, but afterwards finding out that this
Johnson had paid her fifty pounds without his knowledge,
and suspecting him of being in the confederacy against
him, he determined, when he failed of opportunities
of murdering his wife, to kill the steward, which
he effected as you have heard. The shocking circumstances
attending the murder, I did not tell you-indeed, while
he was alive, I scarce liked to speak my opinion even
to you; for though I felt nothing for him, I thought
it wrong to propagate any notions that might interfere
with mercy, if he could be then thought deserving
it—and not knowing into what hands my letter
might pass before it reached yours, I chose to be
silent, though nobody could conceive greater horror
than I did for him at his trial. Having shot
the steward at three in the afternoon, he persecuted
him till one in the morning, threatening again to
murder him, attempting to tear off his bandages, and
terrifying him till in that misery he was glad to