After Joe Morgan and his wife left the “Sickle and Sheaf,” with that gentle child, who, as I afterward learned, had not, for a year or more, laid her little head to sleep until her father returned home and who, if he stayed out beyond a certain hour, would go for him, and lead him back, a very angel of love and patience—I re-entered the bar-room, to see how life was passing there. Not one of all I had left in the room remained. The incident which had occurred was of so painful a nature, that no further unalloyed pleasure was to be had there during the evening, and so each had retired. In his little kingdom the landlord sat alone, his head resting on his hand, and his face shaded from the light. The whole aspect of the man was that of one in self-humiliation. As I entered he raised his head, and turned his face toward me. Its expression was painful.
“Rather an unfortunate affair,” said he. “I’m angry with myself, and sorry for the poor child. But she’d no business here. As for Joe Morgan, it would take a saint to bear his tongue when once set a-going by liquor. I wish he’d stay away from the house. Nobody wants his company. Oh, dear!”
The ejaculation, or rather groan, that closed the sentence showed how little Slade was satisfied with himself, notwithstanding this feeble attempt at self-justification.
“His thirst for liquor draws him hither,” I remarked. “The attraction of your bar to his appetite is like that of the magnet to the needle. He cannot stay away.”
“He must stay away!” exclaimed the landlord, with some vehemence of tone, striking his fist upon the table by which he sat. “He must stay away! There is scarcely an evening that he does not ruffle my temper, and mar good feelings in all the company. Just see what he provoked me to do this evening. I might have killed the child. It makes my blood run cold to think of it! Yes, sir—he must stay away. If no better can be done, I’ll hire a man to stand at the door and keep him out.”