health, make her truly sensible that it was for very
wise ends, and was largely made up to her in other
blessings more valuable and less common. Continue
to her, O Lord, that firmness and constancy of mind
wherewith Thou hast most graciously endowed her, together
with that contempt of worldly things and vanities
that she has shown in the whole conduct of her life.
O All-powerful Being, the least motion of whose will
can create or destroy a world, pity us, the mournful
friends of Thy distressed servant, who sink under the
weight of her present condition, and the fear of losing
the most valuable of our friends. Restore her
to us, O Lord, if it be Thy gracious will, or inspire
us with constancy and resignation to support ourselves
under so heavy an affliction. Restore her, O
Lord, for the sake of those poor who, by losing her,
will be desolate, and those sick who will not only
want her bounty, but her care and tending; or else,
in Thy mercy, raise up some other in her place with
equal disposition and better abilities. Lessen,
O Lord, we beseech Thee, her bodily pains, or give
her a double strength of mind to support them.
And if Thou wilt soon take her to Thyself, turn our
thoughts rather upon that felicity which we hope she
shall enjoy, than upon that unspeakable loss we shall
endure. Let her memory be ever dear unto us,
and the example of her many virtues, as far as human
infirmity will admit, our constant imitation.
Accept, O Lord, these prayers, poured from the very
bottom of our hearts, in Thy mercy, and for the merits
of our blessed Saviour. Amen.
III. Written November 6, 1727
O merciful Father, who never afflictest Thy children
but for their own good, and with justice, over which
Thy mercy always prevaileth, either to turn them to
repentance, or to punish them in the present life
in order to reward them in a better; take pity, we
beseech Thee, upon this Thy poor afflicted servant,
languishing so long and so grievously under the weight
of Thy hand. Give her strength, O Lord, to support
her weakness, and patience to endure her pains without
repining at Thy correction. Forgive every rash
and inconsiderate expression which her anguish may
at any time force from her tongue, while her heart
continueth in an entire submission to Thy will.
Suppress in her, O Lord, all eager desires of life,
and lessen her fears of death by inspiring into her
an humble yet assured hope of Thy mercy. Give
her a sincere repentance for all her transgressions
and omissions, and a firm resolution to pass the remainder
of her life in endeavouring to her utmost to observe
all Thy precepts. We beseech Thee likewise to
compose her thoughts, and preserve to her the use
of her memory and reason during the course of her
sickness. Give her a true conception of the vanity,
folly, and insignificance of all human things, and
strengthen her so as to beget in her a sincere love
of Thee in the midst of her sufferings. Accept