To ’ear ’er voice!...A bloke ’ud
be a log
‘Oo kep’ ’is block. Me mind
wus in a fog
Of sorrer for to think ’ow I wus
wrong;
Ar, I ’ave been a fair ungrateful ’og!
The feelin’ that she put into that
song
’Ud melt the ’eart-strings of a chiner
dog.
I listens wiv me ’eart up in me throat;
I drunk in ev’ry word an’ ev’ry
note.
Tears trembles in ’er voice when
she tells ’ow
That tart snuffed out becos ’e never wrote.
An’ then I seen ’ow I wus
like that cow.
Wiv suddin shame me guilty soul wus smote.
Doreen she never looked my way; but stood
‘Arf turned away, an’ beefed it out reel
good,
Until she sang that bit about the grave;
“Too late ’e learned ’e ’ad
misunderstood!”
An’ then—Gorstrooth!
The pleadin’ look she gave
Fair in me face ‘ud melt a’eart o’
wood.
I dunno ‘ow I seen that evenin’ thro’.
They muster thort I was ’arf shick, I knoo.
But I ’ad ’urt Doreen wivout
no call;
I seen me dooty, wot I ’ad to do.
O, strike! I could ‘a’
blubbed before ’em all!
But I sat tight, an’ never cracked a boo.
An’ when at larst the tarts they makes a rise,
A lop-eared coot wiv ’air down to ’is
eyes
’E ‘ooks on to Doreen, an’
starts to roam
Fer ‘ome an’ muvver. I lines up
an’ cries,
“‘An’s orf! I’m
seein’ this ’ere cliner ’ome!”
An’ there we left ‘im, gapin’ wiv
surprise.
She never spoke; she never said no word;
But walked beside me like she never ’eard.
I swallers ‘ard, an’ starts
to coax an’ plead,
I sez I’m dead ashamed o’ wot’s
occurred.
She don’t reply; she never takes
no ’eed;
Jist stares before ’er like a startled bird.
I tells ’er, never can no uvver tart
Be ’arf wot she is, if we ’ave to part.
I tells ’er that me life will be
a wreck.
It ain’t no go. But when I makes a start
To walk away, ‘er arms is roun’
me neck.
“Ah, Kid!” she sobs. “Yeh
nearly broke me ’eart!”
I dunno wot I done or wot I said.
But ’struth! I’ll not forgit it
till I’m dead—
That night when ’ope back in me
brisket lobs:
’Ow my Doreen she lays ’er little ’ead
Down on me shoulder ‘ere, an’
sobs an’ sobs;
An’ orl the lights goes sorter blurred an’
red.
Say, square an’ all—It don’t
seem right, some’ow,
To say such things; but wot I’m feelin’
now
’As come at times, I s’pose,
to uvver men
When you ’ave ’ad a reel ole ding-dong
row,
Say, ain’t it bonzer makin’
up agen?
Straight wire, it’s almost worth...Ar, I’m
a cow!
To think I’d ever seek to ’arm a ’air
Of ’er dear ’ead agen! My oath,
I swear
No more I’ll roust on ’er
in angry ’eat!
But still, she never seemed to me so fair;
She never wus so tender or so sweet
As when she smooged beneath the lamplight there.
She’s never been so lovin’ wiv ’er
gaze;
So gentle wiv ’er pretty wimmin’s ways.
I tells ’er she’s me queen,
me angel, too.
“Ah, no, I ain’t no angel, Kid,”
she says.
“I’m jist a woman, an’
I loves yeh true!
An’ so I’ll love yeh all me mortal days!”