itself soon after. There were many compensations
in the life about him. He enjoyed the privilege
of constant companionship with one of the warmest
hearts and finest intellects which I have ever
known in a woman,—the ‘ame d’elite’
which has passed beyond this earth. The
gracious sentiment with which the Queen sought
to express her sense of what Holland owed him would
have been deeply felt even had her personal friendship
been less dear to us all. From the King,
the society of the Hague, and the diplomatic
circle we had many marks of kindness. Once or
twice I made short journeys with him for change
of air to Amsterdam, to look for the portraits
of John of Barneveld and his wife; to Bohemia,
where, with the lingering hope of occupying himself
with the Thirty Years’ War, he looked carefully
at the scene of Wallenstein’s death near
Prague, and later to Varzin in Pomerania for
a week with Prince Bismarck, after the great events
of the Franco-German war. In the autumn
of 1872 we moved to England, partly because it
was evident that his health and my mother’s
required a change; partly for private reasons
to be near my sister and her children.
The day after our arrival at Bournemouth occurred
the rupture of a vessel on the lungs, without
any apparently sufficient cause. He recovered
enough to revise and complete his manuscript,
and we thought him better, when at the end of July,
in London, he was struck down by the first attack
of the head, which robbed him of all after power
of work, although the intellect remained untouched.
Sir William Gull sent him to Cannes for the winter,
where he was seized with a violent internal inflammation,
in which I suppose there was again the indication
of the lesion of blood-vessels. I am nearing
the shadow now,—the time of which I can
hardly bear to write. You know the terrible sorrow
which crushed him on the last day of 1874,—the
grief which broke his heart and from which he
never rallied. From that day it seems to me
that his life may be summed up in the two words,—patient
waiting. Never for one hour did her spirit
leave him, and he strove to follow its leading
for the short and evil days left and the hope of the
life beyond. I think I have never watched
quietly and reverently the traces of one personal
character remaining so strongly impressed on
another nature. With herself—depreciation
and unselfishness she would have been the last
to believe how much of him was in her very existence;
nor could we have realized it until the parting came.
Henceforward, with the mind still there, but with
the machinery necessary to set it in motion disturbed
and shattered, he could but try to create small
occupations with which to fill the hours of a life
which was only valued for his children’s sake.
Kind and loving friends in England and America
soothed the passage, and our gratitude for so
many gracious acts is deep and true. His love
for children, always a strong feeling, was gratified
by the constant presence of my sister’s