to his tongue that free-and-easy unconstraint for
which, in general, travelling salesmen are distinguished.
This former activity had, as well, brought him up
against his real profession. In some way, while
going to Rostov-on-the-Don, he had contrived to make
a very young sempstress fall in love with him.
This girl had not as yet succeeded in getting on the
official lists of the police, but upon love and her
body she looked without any lofty prejudices.
Horizon, at that time altogether a green youth, amorous
and light-minded, dragged the sempstress after him
on his wanderings, full of adventures and unexpected
things. After half a year she palled upon him
dreadfully. She, just like a heavy burden, like
a millstone, hung around the neck of this man of energy,
motion and aggressiveness. In addition to that,
there were the eternal scenes of jealousy, mistrust,
the constant control and tears ... the inevitable
consequences of long living together ... Then
he began little by little to beat his mate. At
the first time she was amazed, but from the second
time quieted down, became tractable. It is known,
that “women of love” never know a mean
in love relations. They are either hysterical
liars, deceivers, dissemblers, with a coolly-perverted
mind and a sinuous dark soul; or else unboundedly self-denying,
blindly devoted, foolish, naive animals, who know no
bounds either in concessions or loss of self-esteem.
The sempstress belonged to the second category, and
Horizon was soon successful, without great effort,
in persuading her to go out on the street to traffic
in herself. And from that very evening, when
his mistress submitted to him and brought home the
first five roubles earned, Horizon experienced an
unbounded loathing toward her. It is remarkable,
that no matter how many women Horizon met after this—and
several hundred of them had passed through his hands—this
feeling of loathing and masculine contempt toward them
would never forsake him. He derided the poor woman
in every way, and tortured her morally, seeking out
the most painful spots. She would only keep silent,
sigh, weep, and getting down on her knees before him,
kiss his hands. And this wordless submission irritated
Horizon still more. He drove her away from him.
She would not go away. He would push her out
into the street; but she, after an hour or two, would
come back shivering from cold, in a soaked hat, in
the turned-up brims of which the rain-water splashed
as in waterspouts. Finally, some shady friend
gave Simon Yakovlevich the harsh and crafty counsel
which laid a mark on all the rest of his life activity—to
sell his mistress into a brothel. To tell the
truth, in going into this enterprise, Horizon almost
disbelieved at soul in its success. But contrary
to his expectation, the business could not have adjusted
itself better. The proprietress of an establishment
(this was in Kharkov) willingly met his proposition
half-way. She had known long and well Simon Yakovlevich,