Her little toes were tapping the floor of the deck. She, too, was looking out over the wilderness. And again it seemed to him that she was like a bird that wanted to fly.
“I should like to go into those hills,” she said, without looking at him. “Away off yonder!”
“And I—I should like to go with you.”
“You love all that, m’sieu?” she asked.
“Yes, madame!”
“Why ‘madame,’ when I have given you permission to call me ’Marie-Anne’?” she demanded.
“Because you call me ’m’sieu’.”
“But you—you have not given me permission—”
“Then I do now,” he interrupted quickly.
“Merci! I have wondered why you did not return the courtesy,” she laughed softly. “I do not like the m’sieu. I shall call you ’David’!”
She rose out of the hammock suddenly and dropped her needles and lace work into the little basket. “I have forgotten something. It is for you to eat when it comes dinner-time, m’sieu—I mean David. So I must turn fille de cuisine for a little while. That is what St. Pierre sometimes calls me, because I love to play at cooking. I am going to bake a pie!”
The dark-screened door of the kitchenette closed behind her, and Carrigan walked out from under the awning, so that the sun beat down upon him. There was no longer a doubt in his mind. He was more than fool. He envied St. Pierre, and he coveted that which St. Pierre possessed. And yet, before he would take what did not belong to him, he knew he would put a pistol to his head and blow his life out. He was confident of himself there. Yet he had fallen, and out of the mire into which he had sunk he knew also that he must drag himself, and quickly, or be everlastingly lowered in his own esteem. He stripped himself naked and did not lie to that other and greater thing of life that was in him.