“Well, we might have had that, and Jo too,” Anna said wistfully.

“Yes, but one doesn’t, Anna.  That’s just it!”

Susan had long before this again become a woman of business.  When she first spoke of leaving the Carrolls, a violent protest had broken out from the younger members of the family.  This might have been ignored, but there was no refusing the sick entreaty of their mother’s eyes; Susan knew that she was still needed, and was content to delay her going indefinitely.

“It seems unfair to you, Sue,” Anna protested.  But Susan, standing at the window, and looking down at the early spring flood of blossoms and leaves in the garden, dissented a little sadly.

“No, it’s not, Nance,” she said.  “I only wish I could stay here forever.  I never want to go out into the world, and meet people again—­”

Susan finished with a retrospective shudder.

“I think coming to you when I did saved my reason,” she said presently, “and I’m in no hurry to go again.  No, it would be different, Nance, if I had a regular trade or profession.  But I haven’t and, even if I go to New York, I don’t want to go until after hot weather.  Twenty-six,” Susan went on, gravely, “and just beginning!  Suppose somebody had cared enough to teach me something ten years ago!”

“Your aunt thought you would marry, and you will marry, Sue!” Anna said, coming to put her arm about her, and lay her cheek against Susan’s.

“Ah, well!” Susan said presently with a sigh, “I suppose that if I had a sixteen-year-old daughter this minute I’d tell her that Mother wanted her to be a happy girl at home; she’d be married one of these days, and find enough to do!”

But it was only a few days after this talk that one Orville Billings, the dyspeptic and middle-aged owner and editor of the “Sausalito Weekly Democrat” offered her a position upon his editorial staff, at a salary of eight dollars a week.  Susan promptly accepted, calmly confident that she could do the work, and quite justified in her confidence.  For six mornings a week she sat in the dingy little office on the water-front, reading proof and answering telephone calls, re-writing contributions and clipping exchanges.  In the afternoons she was free to attend weddings, club-meetings or funerals, or she might balance books or send out bills, word advertisements, compose notices of birth and death, or even brew Mr. Billings a comforting cup of soup or cocoa over the gas-jet.  Susan usually began the day by sweeping out the office.  Sometimes Betsey brought down her lunch and they picnicked together.  There was always a free afternoon or two in the week.

On the whole, it was a good position, and Susan enjoyed her work, enjoyed her leisure, enormously enjoyed the taste of life.

“For years I had a good home, and a good position, and good friends and was unhappy,” she said to Billy.  “Now I’ve got exactly the same things and I’m so happy I can scarcely sleep at night.  Happiness is merely a habit.”