“I continued in a tone of sorrow or violence, as these feelings alternately took possession of my mind.  However, by the very excess of my agitation, I became gradually so subdued as to be able calmly to reflect upon the situation of affairs.  I compared this new misfortune with those which I had already experienced of the same kind, and I could not perceive that there was any more reason for despair now, than upon former occasions.  I knew Manon:  why then distress myself on account of a calamity which I could not but have plainly foreseen?  Why not rather think of seeking a remedy? there was yet time; I at least ought not to spare my own exertions, if I wished to avoid the bitter reproach of having contributed, by my own indolence, to my misery.  I thereupon set about considering every means of raising a gleam of hope.

“To attempt to take her by main force from the hands of G——­M——­ was too desperate a project, calculated only to ruin me, and without the slightest probability of succeeding.  But it seemed to me that if I could ensure a moment’s interview with her, I could not fail to regain my influence over her affections.  I so well knew how to excite her sensibilities!  I was so confident of her love for me!  The very whim even of sending me a pretty woman by way of consoling me, I would stake my existence, was her idea, and that it was the suggestion of her own sincere sympathy for my sufferings.

“I resolved to exert every nerve to procure an interview.  After a multitude of plans which I canvassed one after another, I fixed upon the following:  M. de T——­ had shown so much sincerity in the services he had rendered me, that I could not entertain a doubt of his zeal and good faith.  I proposed to call upon him at once, and make him send for G——­ M——­, under pretence of some important business.  Half an hour would suffice to enable me to see Manon.  I thought it would not be difficult to get introduced into her apartment during G——­ M——­’s absence.

“This determination pacified me, and I gave a liberal present to the girl, who was still with me; and in order to prevent her from returning to those who had sent her, I took down her address, and half promised to call upon her at a later hour.  I then got into the hackney-coach, and drove quickly to M. de T——­’s.  I was fortunate enough to find him at home.  I had been apprehensive upon this point as I went along.  A single sentence put him in possession of the whole case, as well of my sufferings, as of the friendly service I had come to supplicate at his hands.

“He was so astonished to learn that G——­ M——­ had been able to seduce Manon from me, that, not being aware that I had myself lent a hand to my own misfortune, he generously offered to assemble his friends, and evoke their aid for the deliverance of my mistress.  I told him that such a proceeding might by its publicity be attended with danger to Manon and to me. `Let us risk our lives,’ said I, `only as a last resource.  My plan is of a more peaceful nature, and promising at least equal success.’  He entered without a murmur into all that I proposed; so again stating that all I required was, that he should send for G——­ M——­, and contrive to keep him an hour or two from home, we at once set about our operations.