“I was in despair at having so awkwardly betrayed myself.  However, love having wonderfully sharpened my intellect during the last two or three hours, I recollected that I had not yet told him of its being my intention to execute my project on the following morning, and I at once determined to deceive him by a little equivocation.

“`Tiberge,’ said I to him, `up to the present moment I thought you were my friend; and I wished to prove it by the test of confidence.  It is true, I am in love; I have not deceived you:  but with regard to my flight, that is a project not to be undertaken without deliberation.  Call for me tomorrow at nine o’clock:  you shall see my mistress, if it be possible, and then judge whether she is not worthy of any risk or sacrifice on my part.’  He left me, with a thousand protestations of friendship.

“I employed the night in preparing for the journey, and on repairing to the inn at early dawn, I found Manon waiting my arrival.  She was at her window, which looked upon the street, and perceiving my approach, she came down and opened the door herself.  We took our departure silently, and without creating the least alarm.  She merely brought away a small portion of her apparel, of which I took charge.  The chaise was in readiness, and we were soon at a distance from the town.

“You will learn in the sequel what was the conduct of Tiberge when he discovered that I had deceived him; that his zeal to serve me suffered no diminution; and you will observe to what lengths his devotion carried him.  How ought I to grieve, when I reflect on the base ingratitude with which his affection was always repaid!

“We made such speed on our journey that before night we reached St. Denis.  I rode alongside of the chaise, which gave us little opportunity for conversation, except while changing horses; but when we found ourselves so near Paris, and out of the reach of danger, we allowed ourselves time for refreshment, not having tasted food since we quitted Amiens.  Passionately in love as I felt with Manon, she knew how to convince me that she was equally so with me.  So little did we restrain our fondness, that we had not even patience to reserve our caresses till we were alone.  The postilions and innkeepers stared at us with wonder, and I remarked that they appeared surprised at such uncontrollable love in children of our age.

“Our project of marriage was forgotten at St. Denis; we defrauded the Church of her rights; and found ourselves united as man and wife without reflecting on the consequences.  It is certain that with my easy and constant disposition, I should have been happy for my whole life, if Manon had remained faithful to me.  The more I saw of her, the more I discovered in her new perfections.  Her mind, her heart, her gentleness and beauty, formed a chain at once so binding and so agreeable, that I could have found perfect happiness in its enduring influence.  Terrible fatality? that which has been the source of my despair, might, under a slight change of circumstances, have constituted my happiness.  I find myself the most wretched of mankind, by the force of that very constancy from which I might have fairly expected to derive the most serene of human blisses, and the most perfect recompense of love.